What is this?
This ache in my chest? Such a foreign feeling, overcoming every part of my being. Almost as if, my entire body is caving in. My eyes are watering, my ears are ringing, I can't control my movements. My body is frozen, save for one part.
"No one would miss me."
This thing in my chest. That space, that's suppose to be empty, feels as though it's draining. It's dropping into my stomach, tearing its way from my abdomen, boiling my blood and freezing my mind. It's making me feel sick, my vision is starting to go fuzzy. It's almost like I'm going to pass out from the pain that's spreading to every part of my body. I can't think, can't focus. I don't understand what this is.
Is it…love?
No, it can't be. We're heartless, we don't have emotion. I can't love. Such a thought shouldn't even exist in my mind.
"That's not true…"
He keeps walking away. I need to stop him, it hurts too much. My body is screaming at me, my mind won't let me form words. I need to stop him. I need him to stay.
"I would.."
That's all I can manage, and it doesn't stop him. My arms drop to my sides, my head falls in despair as he leaves me, broken and alone.
I couldn't stop him. He left me.
This pain finally rips itself free, my body goes numb.
Now I truly understand what it is to be heartless.