Disclaimer: I can not be held responsible for the owner ship of Victorious.
Jade is something else. She's beautiful, and possessive, and jealous. But I love her. I can't help but love her. She is the most wonderful girl that I know. And we are currently sitting in a car with my family, so much family that Jade has to sit on my lap. I smile softly to myself as she lays her head on my shoulder. I pull out my phone and smile as I get a text from my friend in Florida. I felt Jade move which means she moving to the screen and read the message thinking she's sneaky.
"Whats your girl look like? -Cassie" I bit back a laugh as Jade growled in my ear.
"Beck, don't you dare send a picture of me to that Dyke." I chuckle softly and send exactly what Jade said back to Cassie. I lean my head back, exhausted from the day. I felt her soft lips press against my neck, this is what I love that nobody sees, this is the Jade I fell in love with the most. I bit back a moan as her lips ghosted over my pulse point. Cassie laughing at me through text as I told her whats going on. She tells me about a party she's going to where she's going to get so many chicks.
"Lucky, I wish I could be you for a day.- Beck"
"Then lets switch places I will totally take your place with your girlfriend- Cassie" I look up and turn the screen so Jade will read it. A smirk pulls at her soft lips as she reads.
"I'll buy the tickets." She says in her usual sarcastic tone. My cousin looks over at us oddly and I wave him away turning to whisper to her.
"What?" I ask, slightly amused. She laughed lightly before whispering back to me.
"At least she won't get a hard on when I'm sitting in her lap in a cab with her family." I sighed and looked away. She was right, but I refuse to lose the love of my life so i quickly tell Cassie no. We finally arrive at the mall that my cousin had asked to go to that day. I went and sat on a bench near a small cactus garden, Jade walking towards me with a seductive look on her face. I looked down for a moment to answer another text from Cassie. When I looked back up Jade was holding a small cactus.
"Jade, no. Put the cactus down." She smirked down at me.
"Ok fine." She throws the cactus at my chest. I feel the spikes go through my shirt and enter my chest. I bit back the want to scream in pain and looked up at her as the cactus hit the ground with a distant thump.
"Why?" Is all I asked. She sat down next to me and sighed.
"I don't like you texting that girl in Florida, what if she tries to take you from me?" She say staring at me with her intense green eyes.
"Jade, she's gay." I say simply starting to get aggravated at the fact that my chest is now bleeding.
"Well that could change." She said angrily. We sit there in silence for a moment before I feel her hand on my chest, but its not her hand pushing my shirt against my chest. No, somehow she slid her hand up my shirt without me noticing and is now rubbing my chest sexually. I noticed that my family had went in and we were now sitting alone outside.
"Jade." I said softly trying to warn her that we need to stop. She looked up at me before capturing my lips in a hungry kiss. Her tongue forced its way into my mouth and my hands found their way to her waist. The kiss lasted for a couple more seconds before I felt her canine tooth puncture through my upper lip. She pulled away and smiled seductively at me as my hand immediately ran to my lip.
"Jade you bit a hole in my lip." She grabbed my hand and pulled me up.
"you like it, now lets go catch up to your family." It amuses me when she acts like this. When she spontaneously switches from seductive to normal. I follow her laughing lightly as we enter the building, she immediately became moody because she hates the mall.
"Babe, if you hate the mall so much why do you come?" I asked leaned towards her a little. She leaned on my and I saw her eyes close the way they do when she's content.
"Cause I can." She say defiantly. I laugh knowing thats Jade speak for because she wants to be with me. I wrap my arm around her waist and lead her through the mall. A girl walks by me and Jade throws my arm off of her.
"What?" I ask throwing my hands up in mock surrender.
"You just checked her out." Jade uses that voice she uses when she's jealous of someone.
"Jade, you know I only have eyes for you." I say grabbing her hand softly. Jade crosses her arms and huffs.
"Well its nice to hear it." I laugh lightly at Jade's immature nature. The rest of the day at the mall was about the same, she would be nice then jealous then nice again. We drove back home in the same situation we had been in before, Jade in my lap. Only this time she decided it would be fun to grind her hips into my lap.
"Jade." I breathed out into her ear trying to get her to stop. But I only felt her smirk against my neck. We arrived back in my house and Jade grabbed my hand.
"Mom, Jade and I are going to my room." I called out before being dragged back to my room. I know that this means Jade want to do stuff, and I'm fine with that. She pushes me on my bed as soon as the door closes and licks her lips seductively.
"Jade, you know how I feel about-"
"Just shut up Beck." She said before straddling my lap and kissing me hungrily. I leaned into the kiss wanting more of her, I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her close. I kissed across her jaw line and down her neck making her moan softly. I love it when she moans, its so sweet and uncharacteristic of her. I felt her hands slid up my shirt to rub the spot she had hit with the cactus earlier.
"I'm sorry about that." She whispers against my lips. I let the tips of my fingers tease the skin just under her shirt and I watched her tuck her lip in between her teeth.
"It fine I understand baby." I say before letting my tongue trace her collar bone. She moaned again and pressed herself into me. I smiled against her skin as I sucked on the flesh of her neck. I love making her feel like this, she is always so into it. I felt her hands start sliding under my pants and I pushed her back.
"No baby, you know how I feel about that." Jade huffed and rolled her eyes. I know she hates when I stop her but I refuse to have sex with her, we are only in high school and I could never take something from her as important as her virginity when only in a high school relationship. She smiled at me, she hates that I won't have sex with her but she loves my reason why.
"Tell me again why you love me." She says while staring into my eyes. Her eyes are full of love and her hands tangle in my hair.
"I love your eyes, your anger, your jealousy, your sexual drive," I let my fingertips ghost the skin under her shirt again as I say the last one.
"I love how sweet you are to me when no one else is around." I ran my hand through her hair lovingly and sighed leaning my forehead against her chin.
"I love your voice, your smell, your body, I love you." I say looking back up at her, the love smoldering in her eyes. She leaned down and kissed me softly and sweetly, this is what I live for everyday. This is what I love the most. When she lets her guard down and becomes Jade. Sweet Jade, Caring Jade, Loving Jade. The Jade that holds my heart and sole in her palm. We pulled away and I smiled at her.
"I love you Jade." I said brushing my fingers over her cheek softly.
"I love you to." I leaned forward to capture her lips again when I heard my mothers voice.
"Jade, sweety, its time to go home." I sighed and looked up at her.
"Bye baby." I whispered against her lips.
"Bye." She said before kissing me softly. She stood and rolled her eyes before walking out of my room. I sighed back against my bed and closed my eyes. I love Jade. I love her so much. I fall asleep easily with images of Jade still filling my mind.
The next morning I was awoken to a text from Jade.
"I can't do this anymore- Jade"
"Do what?-Beck" I typed back quickly. I sat up and stared at my phone worriedly.
"I'm moving Beck, I can't be with you anymore - Jade" I heard my heart shatter at the words I read. I reread the message about three times before a stray tear fell down my cheek.
"I understand- Beck" My heart broke a little bit more as I typed back the message.
"I lost her..." I whispered to the air around me.
"I loved her so much and I lost her... she knew yesterday and she didn't tell me... did she love me?" I stared at my palms lost and sad.
"I lost her- Beck" I texted Cassie. She's the only person I can think of to help me right now.
"Don't worry dude, a pimp like you will be pulling a girl in a couple of days -Cassie" I laughed lightly at her message feeling better that someone believed in me.
"Thanks- Beck" I stood prepared to face the day now. Then I caught sight of a picture of Jade and I smiling. I decided to burn every picture of Jade that I owned, I even deleted her number from my phone. As far as I'm concerned Jade was never in my life, never dated me, and never broke my heart. As I watched the pictures smolder in the fire and I smile, Jade is gone and my life is peaceful now. I will move along and live happily. Jade who?
A/N: So I decided to spread my wings and branch out to the straight couple lovers out there. This was inspired by my dear friend Logan and I hope he likes it the most. Now if this sucks its probably because I don't know how to write a straight thing at all. Criticism will help that though.
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