Why do you love me? A lysander fanfic

by luvangel12

Have you ever felt unwanted by the two people that should love and care for you? It even hurt seeing people with their family because i never knew what it feel like to have a family because ever since i was eight my parents left my sister and i to travel the world making my sister my only family but she not often to fix my broken heart but can a boy i know so little about can

1. prologue

Prologue
Ever since I was 8 my old sister and I have lived together in a small house in Sweet Amoris because our parents have always traveled a lot and never cared about us, sometimes I wonder if they have ever even loved us but I guess not since they haven't called us once ever since we moved here, but it doesn't matter, because love can be described in many different ways, even if I have to keep telling myself that.

I sat down in the window seat and look out the window to see the sun is going to set soon so I got up and put on a white t-shirt, black skinny jeans and black boots before grabbing a light sweater and getting out of my room. When I walk into the kitchen my older sister Christian was on her laptop most likely doing anything but homework, Christian has long light brown hair, beautiful green eyes and tan skin, she has always been a mother to me even if she's only one year older than me but she is the only family I have. She looks up from her laptop and gives me a bright smile that always drives crazy the guys in Sweet Amoris, here the thing about Christian and I, we are completely different but still manage to get along just fine "Hey I'm going to the bridge to watch the sunset" I said with my usually calm voice as she rolls her eyes and shuts her laptop "God Arabella you're such a nerd" she said getting up and walking to the fridge, taking bottle of water and shutting it "Whatever Christ" I said walking out the kitchen and the front door.
When I step out of the house cool breeze blows my silver hair in my face and I look up to the house as it hits my face and smile. I began walking to the bridge, it only took me a few minutes to get to it, I look out at the blue sea, something about this bridge has always made me happy, I always come here to clear my mind or just to think.

Lysander's POV
I didn't feel like staying home alone since Leigh was still at the store so I decided to take a walk, as I was walking I ended up finding myself on a bridge and the view was really beautiful but it wasn't the view what made me stop and stare for a second before I continued walking further in the bridge, there was a girl that I see in most of my classes but she's always by herself, some people find it hard that she is related to Christian Smith, maybe it's because of her long wavy silver hair or golden brown eyes, I watched as her long silver hair was being blown by the wind and how she wrapped her arm around her small waist, I sometimes wonder if she eats at all since she never eats at the cafeteria and she is so tiny it looks like you could break her just by wrapping your arm around her tightly. It's not that I have a crush on her, it's just that I find her interesting. I didn't notice I was staring until she looked at me with a confusing expression with her head tilt to the side a little, it was then that it felt like everything around us disappeared, it just felt like a dream as we both stared at each other.