You are one of God's mistakes.
You crying, tragic waste of skin.
I'm well aware of how it aches,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face.
No, I don't like you anymore
You lying, trying waste of space.

Axel rammed his slim body into the wooden door of Roxas' apartment. N one had seen him since his break up with Olette. Who had claimed that she couldn't trust him because he didn't open up to anyone. After the fifth slam of his body on the black painted door it cracked and flew off its hinges. Running into the bathroom, where he knew the blond would probably be, he pushed open the unlocked door and found him curled up on the floor beside the tub, eyes puffy from crying and blood spattered in random patterns on the floor.

My oh my.
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say...
Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7s,
And a voice that made me cry.
My oh my...

"Oh Rox what have you done to yourself?" the redhead asked as he kneeled beside the small teen who just stared blankly at the opposite wall with dead blue eyes. How long has he been hurting himself? Axel thought as he clung desperately to the younger teen. The redhead pulled his phone from his pocket and dialled 999. The ambulance would be here soon they told him.

"Axel…" came the barely audible sound of his name being called. Looking into the blondes eyes, which were still riveted to the wall and blinked as tears welled up in his own acid green ones. Axel couldn't help but think He did have the voice of an angel.

You are mother nature's son.
Someone to whom my could relate.
Your needle and your damage done,
Remains a sorted twist of fate.
Now I'm trying to wake you up,
To pull you from the liquid sky.
Cause if I don't we'll both end up
With just your song to say goodbye.

"What is it Rox?" he asked desperately and watched as Roxas moved his hands to pull apart the blood stained white shirt he was wearing to reveal a large gash over where his heart was. It looked as though it had gone to the bone and the edges were held together by bloodied thread, the needle still hanging from the end. Gasping the redhead glanced back up to those dead eyes. They were hazy and confused.


My oh my.
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say...
Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7s,
And a voice that made me cry.

"hold on Rox please!" he shouted as the blonds eyes slid shut and his breathing shallowed.

"I don't think I can." He muttered exhaustedly and Axel let out a cry of loss as Roxas' body went momentarily stiff before going limp as the blonde let out a final sigh of breath that almost sounded like he was glad to die.

It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye !!!
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye !!!
It's a song to say goodbye.

"NO!" Axel screamed just as the paramedics ran through the door to the bathroom to find him clinging desperately to the teen's corpse. But they were too late. They were trying to get his heart going again all the way to the hospital but it just wouldn't start beating. Axel just stared at the floor all the way with wide, shocked eyes. This couldn't be happening! But it was. He was gone forever.

And Axel never even had the chance to say goodbye.

Never had the chance to tell the blond how much he loved him.