A/N:Contains a characterdeath in case you didn't read the summary. Its short, I know, but I couldn't make it last forever(i think that would ruin it)Its kind of obvious who it is and it might be a little extreme, so consider him suicidal

I can't stand living without. I need you. Always have. But now you're gone and you left a hole in me, a hole that won't stop bleeding. I never knew how much you meant to me...but now I do. I want to die, because you have and I can't live without you. I really, really need you back. I've never felt this way about anyone in my life before.

I tried to let people in and went along with Morgan and Garcia's plans to get me with someone. You were there the whole time, and I almost passed you by. But I saw the same longing in your eyes when you looked at me that I felt in my heart. Things felt so right from then and on.

You saved me, but I couldn't save you. I tried, I really did, but I wasn't strong enough. I wanted to die for you, but he took your life instead.

Time is passing, but its all a blur to me. Morgan, hes trying to get me to open up again, just like every other day. I don't know if I can take something like this again.

Then again, maybe I won't have the chance to. We were soul mates, of that I'm sure, and you can't replace that. Nothing will ever fill that hole you left.

I don't blame you. I blame myself because I could've save you, if only I was stronger.

Garcia, shes come into my room now, but JJ, I can't do this anymore. I need you here, to guide me like only you could.

They're talking to me, but I don't listen. Nothing they say can undo what happened and I know nothing will ever be the same.

Of course not. How can life go on without you? It can't, not for me at least. I've been in this place for a while now. Or maybe its only been a day. Time is so weird here, like everything is jumbled together. It doesn't matter.

I need you JJ, because without you, I am nothing. I never was. But you made me into something, and no one else could do that. I love you more then anything else, and now you're gone.