Ok! So, I've never written a sex scene before so don't hate me if its not THAT great. Its not that heavy on the details because I didn't want to make it seem like a pornlet (a story written so dirty its like reading porn). Basically I wrote a little more then SM would, and a still less then heavy lemon writers. Also. I don't own Twilight, or New Moon, or Eclispe, or Breaking Dawn. They belong to the Great and Powerful Stephanie Meyer. --
First time
Somehow my body was swept up from the ocean and pulled into the white room. My head was spinning with happiness, Edward had finally given in. While he was being very gentle, he still seemed to have a fierceness that I wanted to explore.
He looked so beautiful, more beautiful then he ever had. He was over me now; his face was almost indescribable – only because I had never seen it like this before.
We didn't speak often, but other sounds escaped from our mouths. I doubt that Edward had missed any spot of me with his lips. They were cold and refreshing and set a jolt through me even more so then usual. Whether it was because of the contrast that the heat of this island provided or because of the current situation – I did not want to think about it. I just wanted to feel it.
I felt like I wasn't doing much in these circumstances. Edward had almost all the control, since he was so afraid to hurt me. But I knew that the way I ran my hands down his back, or the way I let one finger trace his collarbone – was doing something right.
Edward had told me that he was a virgin, but I don't know if I believe that. He is so skilled in making my body feel good. He knows where to touch, the right speed, the right pressure. I began to really wonder what he was doing on his spare time. Thank God he couldn't read my mind.
I could swear my body was doing things that I had no control over- my back arching, moving forward, gasping, and moaning.
Something gentle and cold was inside me, pushing me to expand. I moved into in, feeling my libido reel from me.
And then it stopped, only to be replaced – quickly – by something else. Something even more then I could have imagined.
The cold entered me slowly, afraid that it might break me. It was hesitant, frightened.
"Are you sure?" Edward's bitter sweetness filled my senses.
"Yes."
The cold continued deeper and I felt a slight spasm of pain. I cringed and squeezed my eyes.
"Bella!" He shouted, worry across his face. He began to pull out.
"No, no ! I'm fine don't stop." I panted as I braced myself again.
He looked at me inquiringly, wondering if he should continue - so I brought myself forward to him.
Edwards breathing was caught his eyes looking past mine, in a feeling of bliss. He grabbed my arms to stop me from moving myself into him again. I don't think he could the pleasure because although he stopped me, he continued pushing deeper.
His grasp on my arms continued to strengthen until I felt it become sore. However, I barely noticed. Now that the coldness almost filled me, all I felt was pleasure.
Edward leaned as forward as possible, grabbing a pillow and bringing it to my shoulder, so I rested in the curve of my neck. His hands moved to my shoulders and he brought himself forward again.
My words came through me in heavy breathes, oxygen seemed to have left the room. I turned to Edward, his face was in the pillow beside me, I heard his voice mutter something about warmth and then I heard a ripping sound.
Then Edward separated from the pillow moving back, pulling out slowly as he did so, I was afraid he was finished, that, that was it. But then he moved forward again, and I was caught in ecstasy once more.
Each time I thought I could take no more. That this was it, there was no more second that could be more pleasurable then this one. But I was very wrong. And then, the coldness hit something inside me and I felt a great heap of oxygen leave my mouth, I couldn't even tell what sound I made. Edward growled something low and unintelligible.
This continued, until I felt my body begin to move uncontrollably; my muscles coming in spasms and shakes. Edwards's perfect and polite voice was now deep and seductive. He let out a gasp and held the sheets under us, putting his face into another pillow. This time I was sure I heard a rip. And then, even though Edward was starting to pull away I felt something burst inside me, cold and paralyzing. It stayed there for a long time, even though Edward was now beside me, kissing me slowly still.
Then I saw the most peculiar thing floating beside his hair.
A feather, interesting.
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So, chapters are going to be around this length. Short and sweet lol. Im going to have 4 chapters. First Time, First Night, Second Time, And - Skip the third, lets go to the fourth. All of these are written execpt the um ... vampire sex scene when Bella is also a vampire. I don't know whos perspective it will be from, since, as you will see - I like writing from Edward's POV also. Sorry if things might be out of character, but hey! its a sex scene ... besides SM wrote them out of character first.
