Please don't leave me

Chapter 1 - Sweet dream

'Just hold on, everything's going to be ok i promise you just need to hold on.' Phoebe said to the blonde woman lying in her arms blood was pouring out of a wound in her abdonmen.

' Please hold on i need you to stay with me who's gonna help me look after Wyatt and Chris huh? Who's gonna keep me company in my flat and watch movies with me and teach me how to cook? Who's gonna help me look after our little one huh? i can't raise her all by myself.' Phoebe had now begun to cry, silent tears ran down her face and landed on the blondes hair beneath her.

The blonde looked into Phoebes eyes and saw her crying, very slowly with great effort the blonde lifted her hand and wiped away the tears that were falling down Phoebes face.

" Don't cry..... Pheebs..... please...... you know i....... hate it when you...... cry." The blonde whispered through breaths her heartbeat slowing.

" Please you have to stay awake, just hold on Leo! Leo Help!." Phoebe shouted into the air, the desperation in her voice was horrible.

" I don't think........ i can............. it hurts to.......... to much..............Pheebs i'm................i'm sorry.............we were meant.............. forever........your gonna................be a great...................mum.............i.................... love ................you." The blonde wheezed out the last three words and then taking one final breath her eyes closed and she went limp in Phoebes arms.

" NO! Wake Up!LEO! LEO! Phoebe cried shaking the blonde slightly in her arms ' Billie, i love you, please don't leave me."she whispered the last part and then collapsed onto Billie sobbing uncontrollably.

Phoebe woke up shaking and drenched in sweat, breathing deeply she tried to calm down it was just a dream but it had seemed so real, she couldn't rap her head around it, it had that vision vibe which she didn't like. She racked her brain trying to remember what was in the dream like vision trying to remember what she was feeling, then it hit her love.

Love? For Billie but it wasn't just friendly love, she felt the love was coming from her entire being towards the woman that was dying in her arms. She knew that she liked Billie in more than a friendly way, everytime she saw the young woman she went weak at the knees but in the dream/vision they looked like they were together, that couldn't be right, Phoebe knew that Billie didn't feel the same about her.

Shaking her head she looked at the clock on her bedside table, the clock read 5.00am, knowing she wasn't going to get back to sleep she decided to go and check on Billie who was in the spare room. Pushing back her bed covers which were wet with sweat, Phoebe got out of bed and changed her top then went out of her room and turned left to go into the spare room. Opening the door quietly sure enough their was Billie sprawled out on the bed her covers forgotten at the bottom of the bed, shaking her head Phoebe smiled slightly relieved that Billie was ok and went over to the younger woman's bed. Taking the covers she pulled them up over Billie up to her chest, she knew Billie hated having the covers all the way up to her chin. Then turning around Phoebe started towards the door, she might as well use her time to start her coloum for the day ahead but hearing Billie call her name she stopped in her tracks turning around slowly to see Billie sitting up and looking directly at her.

Billie slowly started to wake up to feel someone putting her covers over her, Billie slowly opened her eyes to see Phoebe starting to walk out of her room. " Phoebe?" Billie asked confused

Phoebe had turned around and Billie looked directly into those big brown orbs she loved so much, she knew she liked Phoebe in more than a friend but knew Phoebe would never feel the same way about her so she had resigned to the fate of watching the older woman from afar.

" What's the matter?" Billie asked seeing that it was 5.10am and Phoebe looked a little pale

" Nothing, i just couldn't sleep bad dream, go back to sleep sweetie." Phoebe answered softly while slowly moving back toward the door.

Billie rolled her eyes, pulling back the bed covers she patted the bed and smiled at Phoebe.

" You can sleep here if you want, i don't mind, you look pretty shaken up." Billie replied concern lacing her words.

Phoebe gave a little smile to Bille before moving to the side of the bed and sliding in next to Billie.

" Thanks, i didn't really want to be alone but i didn't want to disturb you." Phoebe whispered a little embarressed

Billie smiled and putting her arm around the older woman next to her while laying her head on Phoebes stomach she said " Don't worry about it, i like sleeping with you anyway your more confortable than a pillow.

Phoebe smiled slightly before throwing her arm around Billie and closing her eyes.

When Billie had thought that Phoebe was asleep she sighed and snuggled deeper into the embrace Phoebe had her in.

" I love you Phoebe Halliwell." Billie whispered before sleep quickly over took her.

Little did she know Phoebe had heard her confession and was deeply happy but also a little worried.

That's it for chapter one i hope you liked it, the title is Sweet dream by Beyonce, leave reviews, no flames please and if i get enough reviews i'll post up chapter 2 :)