"Ezra can you help Kanan fix the phantom?" Hera calls over the com. Ezra grumbles not wanting to deal with anyone for a while but does as Hara asked.
Getting up from his bunk his foot slipped off the ladder and he looses his grip falling on his butt. Zeb was in his bunk reading (from whatever they'd read from I'm not sure if they have normal books in SWR) and started laughing at Ezra " Nice one kid hahaha" and continued to laugh at Ezras misfortune Ezra growls and says "At least I don't smell" and with that Ezra walks out to go help Kanan leaving Zeb to wonder what crawled up Ezras backside.
Ezra finally got to the phantom and started helping Kanan who was trying to make small talk but Ezra wasn't saying anything unless he had to it was just a bad day for poor Ezra. Kanan then trys bringing up Jedi training in hopes that Ezra will brighten up "So how's meditation been going? You said you were practicing" but all that got him was a shrug from Ezra.
Kanan then decided that maybe he just needed a couple days to himself and he'd be back to their bright happy Ezra.
Unfortunately that's not what happened they all gave Ezra space for a couple days but he didn't seem any better so they gave him space for a couple more days but Hera was getting worried that he needed to talk but didn't want to be a bother. Kanan on the other hand just thought it was a normal teenager thing and Ezra would get over it but he was wrong, very wrong.
Ezra was sitting on the bathroom floor thinking while he tried to get Kanans razors open so he could take one. They were hard to open Kanan liked that so that if he dropped the case it wouldn't pop open and fall on the floor but they were even harder to open since his vision was blurry from crying.
He finally gave up and decided to take a shower to hide the fact he was crying since he felt weak when he cried and nothing good came from being weak especially on the streets. While Ezra was in the shower the crew held a meeting to try and figure out what could be making Ezra upset since they didn't want to confront him and make him withdraw himself even more or embarrass him. So far the crew couldn't think of anything nothing was wrong it wasn't anywhere near empire day so they didn't think it was that and they didn't know Ezras history enough to know if there was anything else to upset him. Sabine chimed in with what she thinks is going on "It could just be the fact he's a teenager and he's going through puberty I often want to withdraw myself like he is I just don't actually do it at least not often " the rest of the crew thought about it and figured Sabine was probably right. teenagers were confusing to Zeb so he just went with that he figured the kids hormones were just going crazy like the other human teens. Unfortunately for them that wasn't the case.
Ezra was now in his bunk again trying to go to sleep but not succeeding in his attempts. He then decided to crawl through the vents to see if that would help. As he was crawling through the vents he found a little pocket knife (I think they have those) he checked the blade it was nice and sharp. He wondered for a minute how it got in the vents but shrugged it off and put the knife in his pocket he knew exactly what he was gonna do with it.
The crew ended they're meeting with the conclusion that it was just hormones but Kanan started thinking about what if it's not just him being a teenager what if Hera was right to worry but of course no one could know what's going on unless someone asks and even then Ezra is really good at lieing his way out of things, one of the many lessons he learned on the streets. Kanan decided if Ezra didn't start acting normal before the end of the week he'd ask Ezra.
Hera was still a little worried for Ezra even after the meeting but she thought it was just her motherly instincts. she may not be Ezras real mom but she loved him like he was her son. And she knew Kanan thought of Ezra as more then just a padawan, he thought of him as a son too.