Hi Guys! Sorry if it seemed like I fell off the face of the earth! Anyways, this is dedicated to many stories and or reviews I have seen. According to reviews and stories I have seen, a great portion of them hate Nina. All of them I have seen have only seen Joy's side. I know a lot of people think they know Nina, and always try harder to look at Joy's side, but they never pay much attention to what Nina is going through. So, believe it or not, out of the blue I just came up with this Idea when I finished my NY state testing. Then, I fell asleep until my homeroom teaching tapped my shoulder. I have a friend, who sleeps in ELA class, but I wouldn't DARE. We have this really tough and strict teacher in that class! Seriously she's like a nun without the outfit and ruler! She caught 2 8th graders fell asleep in her class, BOTH OF THEM ( My friends MaKenna and Paige ) GOT DETENTION FOR A WEEK! AFTER SCHOOL! Except my BFF who sleeps in ELA class, is weird like this, get ready, she sleeps with her eyes partly open. She trained herself to. Her pupils or eyes don't go in her head or anything! Her eyes don't look like golf balls, their normal! How do you do that! Anyways, enough boring talk, STORY TIME! :D

Chapter 1

Nina's P.O.V

It was Saturday. Thank goodness school's over. I can finally see Fabian after we kissed at prom last night! When I woke up and got downstairs, no one was there. That's strange. Fabian is always up earlier than me and greets me by the stairs. I heard talking in the common room. I went in there and saw everyone talking with Joy. I don't have anything against her of course. I saw Amber then. " Hi Amber! " I said. " Oh, hi Nina! So Joy, what was in that old apartment? " She replied then turned back to Joy, completely ignoring me. I just rolled my eyes and sat down. No one even noticed I walked in the room. They were all way to busy with Joy. I decided to shrug it off. She just got here, of course she's just catching up with everyone. I don't mind at all. 2 days later on Monday, I walked down to breakfast. Still no Fabian. It's been like that ever since prom stopped.

I walked into breakfast and still no one even looked at me. " Fabian, would you like to hang out after school? " I said. " Um, sorry Nina, but me and Joy- " I cut him off. I'm getting a little sick of everyone being all Joy this, Joy that lately! I exist, too! I cut him off by just standing up. " I'm not, very hungry. " I said then walked out. No one even came after me. The second I walked through the door frame I heard them all got back to talking to her. I wasn't mad before, but this is really ridiculous. I walked to school alone. I went into French first period, I look at my seat next to Fabian when I walked in, but Joy was sitting there. I just sat in the back of the class and barely paid attention to anything. That was literally my entire day. Fabian spent all the time and every minute he had with Joy. Everyone just forgot about me. I felt abandoned. Like I was nothing. I wasn't worth anything to anyone anymore, I was just...there. After school, I did homework and went down to dinner. No one even aknowleged me again. I know this seems weird, but I've gotten used to it by now. " Nina, phone for you! " Trudy said while coming in. Who could possible call me now? Gran? Maybe? I have no idea. I went into the hall and sat down picking up the phone. " Hello? " I said. " Hello is this, Nina Martin? " " Yes... " " Yes, well, Sorry to say, this is doctor Sylvies, Your grandmother's doctor, I am very sorry to say your grandmother Evylyn Martin, has died of lung cancer. We are very sorry. " The doctor said then hung up. I was speechless. My Gran was all I had left, I officially had no other family. I cried in my arms on the same table as the phone. I noticed 2 people walk by. Fabian and Joy. Fabian never looked at me and Joy just glared at me and mouthed " Attention seeking bitch, he's mine! " I now, truely, have no one.

MAN! That took me 45 minutes. I started this 8pm now it is 8:43! God I type slow! Or is it just really long? Eh, whatever! Anyways, review! No flames! :)