Decemeber 19th,
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand.
So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
Mileys POV
I was somewhat upset,the Best of Both Worlds tour was coming to an end. But this would mean a lot of things for the Grey Brothers career. I was happy for them. They thanked me everyday,saying they wouldn't be where they are right now if it wasn't for me.
It's not true though they are very talented. I felt the bus stop,it was the first break until we pulled up to LA,and it was raining. That was a first. It's almost always sunny here,I could hear the thunder rumbling and the lightening through the windows of the tour bus. I decided to spend times like this with Nick,you know cuddle,drink hot chocolate,watch movies. The usual stuff you would do with your boyfriend. We've been fighting a lot,and I didn't know why. I felt like it was a stage in our relationship that we needed to get past. I walked past his bunk and heard him playing a new emotional tune. ''Hey.'' I said,giving him a slight smile.''Miley,can we please talk?'' I nodded,as he walked outside the bus as I followed. It was raining. Hard. ''Miley,I want to breakup.'' Right there,
I felt my world crashing down. Falling apart as you would say. Yeah,we were 13 but I was in love and I knew it. I felt it. It was the best thing in the world until it was over. Then you would hurt. Hurt like never before. Of course you would find love again or something close to it. But you would continually be comparing that person to your first our bus hit the last stop I said goodbye,to all of them. They returned it,and after that we went our own that tour,everything changed.
A few months later..
People say they can live without people. I'm not that person,I need someone to tell me I'm doing a good job. To like me. To support me. Of course,in this life not everyone is going to love you or what you do.
In fact people are cruel,as if its not worst enough to hate someone although you don't even know them. They hate you. And I mean hate,like wished death on you,wanting to run over you with a car that kind of thing. A lot of people hate me like that. Why? Because I took pictures.
Because I'm not like Selena or Demi. Because in there opinion I have a bad voice. Because I dated Nick Jonas and wrote a song about him. Because I'm no longer friends with the Gray Brothers. Because I'm a bad role model. The lists goes on forever why people hate me.
But you wanna know the funny part?They don't know me. They don't know what goes on in my life,or how I am. They only see what the tabloids WANT them to see. They don't know anything about the pictures. I could've had a bullet to my head to take them, no one really knows.
Everyone thinks there's is this feud between Demi,Selena,and the Gray Brothers. And to be honest there isn't one. Because we don't talk. Well I don't talk to Selena or GB. Believe it or not Selena and I used to be friends. Then,she got caught up. Not in fame,but in the fairy tale world of being in love with Nick Gray. She didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face. She thought, I would be mad. I wonder if she ever thought that I would be even madder if she didn't even say anything at all. She ran away,and didn't look back. Don't get confused she's not a bad person,shes just blind now. Blind to see anything,I was that way too. But now I can see everything so clearly. I now know who to trust.
One of those people are Demi Lovato,a very good friend of mine who I recently hung up on due to her telling me I would have to do a mini concert tour with her and GB I loved City of Hope,but really? Did they not read magazines? I'm not exactly what you would say good terms with the Gray Brothers.
Demi's POV
I expected her to hang up. I sighed as,I layed back down on the Gray's couch as we all sat there waiting for them to announce the number one song. I turned it up. ''And the number one song is Miley Cyrus 7 things,which is rumoured to be about her ex Nick Gray of the Gray Brothers''
I immediately got out my blackberry storm and started texting Miley to congratulate her. In the background hearing 7 things playing. It was about Nick no doubt. Me,Selena,Nick,Kevin,and Joe all listened to the number one song in the country played on television. Maybe then they would all grow some balls,and give her a call.
a/n: To be completely honest,I didn't like how I wrote the first few chapters so I'm rewriting them. It's not going to affect the story at all,its just going to make things fall in place more.