Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or any of the drugs mentioned in this story.
A/N: I got inspired by a story on called of castles and clouds. It's really good, and I don't know the author off hand, but please read the story. It's really good.
With Effects Akin to Narcotics
Prologue
Smoke swirls in front of my face as I take another long drag on my cigarrette. Axel, Roxas, and Demyx sit beside me, all with their own source of reality depressants. Axel with his typical cigarrette, Roxas with his incredibly dangerous but sort of beautiful crystal meth, and Demyx with his uncharateristic ecstasy pills. The heated, gray air of my pot and Axel's cigarrette amalgamates in the space of the small room, making my eyes tear up. As if they aren't doing that already.
Axel steals a glance at me, smirking, as if he still hasn't gotten used to the sight of me smoking. Roxas is too high to give a shit, and is looking at the ceiling as if angels are up there stripping for him. Demyx pops another pill in his mouth an chokes it down with a swig of Robitussen. He shivers, looking almost like he has turrets or something, and shakes his head, blinking, his eyes wide. Lately he's been really into trying new things, and his new drug for the week is ecstasy. He still hasn't gotten used to the effects. It reminds me vaguely of the first time I had vodka.
I lean back and blow smoke out of my mouth, watching it travel to the cement ceiling of this old dump of a factory. As my vision blurs familiarly, I wonder how I ended up here, with these people that, until recently, I hated. I can hardly remember. Maybe my lack of memory is the fault of all the drugs and alcohol I've suddenly been binging on, but whatever the cause, it bothers me that I can hardly remember.
How did all this start? Screams, I remember screaming. What was I screaming for?
I close my eyes and let my mind wander, allowing my body to become numb as the weed invades my mind, stealing more memories away from me.