You'd think it was easy, falling in love with Andy Clemmensen. His nature, being so easy to get but no, definitely the latter. Andy, oh man, Andy was like fire that would explode you like dynamite with sweet blasphemy the second he touched your lips. One, one kiss and you'd explode and wipe out everything within the next 500 meters with you.

The worst thing is, he knows how I feel, he looks at me with such an apologetic look, but I don't want his sympathy. I want him with me. It's like he's sorry for kissing me, like he's sorry for that night we shared and that gets to me-because that was the best night in a long string of best nights.

I knocked at Andy's door, always a worthwhile hour long drive. He opened the door only wearing his pair of shorts, he smiled at me as if this were unexpected.

"Shaun! hey, what are you doing here?" he asked with surprise, I shifted my eyes in confusion.

"uh, we have rehearsal?"

"no? didn't Bradie tell you? he's moving so we don't have it today"

"well, great" I sighed.

"Andy? who's that?" I heard a familiar voice, I looked over to see a slim girl, her wavy blonde hair up in a ponytail. Carrie. She hopped to Andy's side. He looked down and stayed quiet, I huffed a laugh.

"alright, sorry to be a cockblock"

"no don't worry Shaun, I was just about to leave, come inside really. Andy was just talking about you" She smiled, her white teeth exposed. As if he were talking about me.

I sat on Andy's couch with his Dachshund puppy Thor laying next to me. I patted his back waiting for them to leave. Carrie quickly came out, Andy following, I watched them as they approached the door, Andy opened the door and I looked away as she went in for a kiss, Andy coughed.

"alright, alright, I get it, not in front of your boyfriend..." she whispered, I looked up. What the fuck did she just call me?

"Goodbye, Carrie" he replied distastefully. She smiled at me slightly and walked out, Andy instantly closing the door behind her hard enough that Thor shook awake. I bit my lip anxiously.

"rough night?" I asked, he glared at me

"we had sex, it was just another night"

I stood up as Andy grabbed a drink from the fridge.

"but Carrie, really? Carrie?"

Andy rolled his eyes, going and sitting on the couch "we fucked, didn't mean anything"

"It's Carrie! you know, 'crazy ex girlfriend' Carrie. She drove you insane!"

"well maybe I was trying to forget someone!"

"like who?" I brooded, Andy shifted, sipping his drink.

"I don't know..."

"fine, whatever. See you later" I approached his door, Andy ran over and grabbed my arm

"Shaun wait"

I looked in his blue eyes, he licked his lips and took a deep breath. He almost made seconds feel like hours.

"I love you..."