Anything for you.
He would do anything for her, if only she had actually loved him. She would do anything for him, if only he had realized it earlier. SasuSaku
A/N. I know, I shouldn't have made this story, but I couldn't resist! It was really tempting, and then I knew it, I wouldn't be able to write anything till I had this idea listed. I planned this real well, wrote up a few chapters, before deciding to post it up. I'm quite satisfied with the results, so hope you all enjoy this too! Oh, by the way, the genre is angst and romance, because overall, it's kind of angst, or so I hope. Oh, and if you want to know, the pairings are cannons, as in SasuSaku, NaruHina, ShikaIno, NejiTen.
this was supposed to be for Sakura, because it was her birthday.
Disclaimer: This applies for the other chapters in this story, unless I actually state something else, I do NOT own Naruto, despite my constant pleading to own it. I will not be using any OC characters in this story, the plot is MINE, and if I happen to use any music/lyrics of any sort, it isn't mine either.
Chapter One; Her Sins
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That painful memory was forever etched in her mind…
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It was a beautiful day. A bright sunny day, the clouds were white and fluffy, and were taking the shape of random items. They were having fun, rolling on the soft ground, where the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and the petals of the sakura were drifting down, covering them in the soft, pink, calming petals. It was so beautiful, so unreal, just like a painting.
And then it happened,
The clouds grew dark…
Raindrops started to drip down… followed by the big raindrops that came rushing down.
He looked down, as if he had done something unforgivable, "Sakura… I… I… I really love you… at first I-"
"I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I can't… I can't… I can't do this!" Sakura shivered, her body was shaking, her head facing the ground.
"Sakura… please… please… let me continue… I… at first I thought it was just a crush, because… you truly are beautiful… because… you cared about m-" He continued.
"Please… please… stop!" She covered her ears. Crystal tears started pouring out of her eyes.
He grabbed her shoulders, "Sakura! Listen to me."
Thunder struck.
She was shivering. She was covering her ears. She was closing her eyes. She was screaming out. "No! Please! No! No!" She was shaking her head.
He grabbed her arms off her ears.
Her eyes opened, and widened, the moment she saw his expression.
Her eyes softened… she calmed down.
"I… I thought it was only because you helped me regain my memories, because you and Naruto cared so much about me… I thought… until… I saw… Kiba and you flirting… I didn't know what was with me… I felt… angry… then I found out it was jealousy… then… I slowly realised… I fell in love with you…"
Her tears slid down onto the ground, although it was mixed with the raindrops that came falling down from the sky.
She was in her own world… she wasn't looking at him… but her tears kept falling…
"Please… no… no…"
"It's because of him right? It's HIM isn't it?" He shouted at her.
"No… please… stop…" She slid out of him grip… slowly… falling to the ground…
"It… hurts…" He pointed to his heart, "here…"
"Weren't you… the one… who taught me… how to… love?" His voice sounded raspy, as he fell to ground as well.
Sakura gasped.
"Gomen… I… can't do this… because… you know that right?"
He looked down, unfamiliar tears falling from his eyes, his eyesight blurry.
She looked up at the sky.
"I'll wait for him… forever… even if he doesn't return my feelings… even if I get crushed…"
"He isn't worthy of you! He hurt you!"
He clenched his fists, his tears dropping down.
"I'm… not worthy of you either…"
"You are… you…"
She tore down the empty courtyard. She ran away from their secret hideout. She ran… away from him.
He stood there… looking at her back…
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She ran in the rain… soaking wet… away from the courtyard… into the park… onto the main road…
A loud horn was heard, making her stop in her tracks.
She turned her head, looking at bright lights, stunning her…
She was… unable to move.
She widened her eyes… this… is… it.
At the last moment, she felt someone push her away, and she widened her eyes…
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She watched the whole scene as if it was in slow motion.
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The moment after she was pushed away, she fell on her bottom, and saw him.
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She watched the truck bang him, then stopping abruptly, the truck driver coming out of the truck, taking out his mobile and calling the ambulance.
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She screamed with all her might, hoping that it would be able to save him.
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"SAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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She ran towards him. Grabbing him in her arms.
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"Sakura… please… smile for me… one… last… time… I'd… die… without… regrets…"
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She stared at him, crying her guts out.
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"Sai! You're not going to die, you can't die! You can't leave me alone! No! No! Sai! Don't go! I'll save you! I'll smile for you! Just… please… no… don't… go… he already… left… you can't…"
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"Sakura… smile… for… me…"
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"I'll smile! Just… don't… leave… me…" She forced the sides of her lips to curve up. A forced attempt. But he was satisfied.
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"Sakura… I… love… you… please… don't… hate… yourself…"
He choked on his own pool of blood.
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"Sai! I smiled… please… no… stop… stop… talking… it's… hurting you."
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"I'm…s-sure… he'll… come… b-back… d-do-don't… give… u-up. U-ug-ugly…" He ended the last word with a smirk.
She didn't even consider it.
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"SAI! SAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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Tears sled down her cheeks.
"Sai you baka..."
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"Neh… Sai-kun… it's been two years… eh?"
"Such a long time… I've missed you… somehow… I wish I were the one who died…"
"Yeah… Sasuke-kun still hasn't came back… but… I'm still waiting… but for now… I don't know if I'll ever accept him…"
She looked down.
"You… promised to teach me how to draw…"
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A/N. Yeah, the dream or flashback thingy was Sakura and Sai, I purposely left out his name until like somewhat the end. :D I like this chapter. A bit on the angst side? I hope so… I plan on trying out all the genres- that are on real life, like romance, angst, blahblahblahblah, things that reflect on feelings.
I hope you like this story, for people who've read Be My Escape, my other story, I'm really sorry, I was really upset with the number of reviews for the last chapter. As I've promised, 30 reviews or I won't update to a certain time.
I won't be updating anything shortly, I don't have the time. I've spent all I can on this story, and seriously, I've had fun writing this story.
There is a bit of SaiSaku as you can see, but Sakura doesn't like him. She still loves Sasuke. Sasuke has gone away, somewhere unknown, but you will find out more about that later. About Naruto and the other characters, they will appear shortly.
I expect reviews:D
Ja!
Kawaii IceCream