This is a Saberclan challenge! It will be in the POV of a cat called Seedpetal, she regrets bullying her daughter.
I looked up at the stars above, I do regret being mean to my daughter Ambertail, I can't believe I was so cold-hearted to her, Why did I blame her for something she didn't do? I'm having flashbacks now...
Flashback
'You worthless kit! It's your fault your brother died!' I said yelling at my kit biting her ear and scratching her face with my claws, how could she be so stupid, bringing her two brother Hawkkit and Sharpkit outside of camp, it's her fault Sharpkit died, I couldn't believe it when I saw his lifeless body in front of me, 'My kit, my poor little kit...' I said, I closed my eyes remembering all the fun times we had together and now, they were nothing, Amberkit padded over to me, 'Mom...' She said, I quickly turned around, 'This is your fault! If you weren't so careless he wouldn't of died! Your the worst kit I ever saw!' I said biting her tail. She yelped in pain, 'Shut it!' I told her, She quickly shut her mouth, I saw her friend Petalkit gasping, I just ignored it and kept on biting her.
End of Flashback
I heard a scream from the nursery, I knew Ambertail was having kits, I quickly ran into the nursery but before I could get to her Hawkclaw walked over to me, 'She doesn't want you here, wait outside please.' He told me, I walked outside of the nursery, after a few moments I finally walked in, having another flash back.
Flash back
'Amberkit, from this moment until you get your warrior name, you shall be known as Amberpaw, your mentor shall be Stripefang, I hope he passes all he knows onto you.' The leader Darkstar said, I watched from the nursery, I padded over to Hawkkit, now Hawkpaw and rubbed his head with my muzzle, I ignored Amberpaw.
Later on that day I saw Amberpaw relaxing near the river I quickly hid behind her and pushed her into the river and I walked off.
End of Flash Back
I went back into the nursery, I saw Ambertail lying with her kits but... There was blood around her, was she going to die? I had more flash backs
Flash Back
'Ambertail, I'm sorry, can you forgive me for all I did?' I asked her, She just kept on walking, ignoring me, 'I said do you forgive me?' I asked, She kept on walking away, 'Are you deaf or something?' I asked her, 'I'm not deaf, I'm just not speaking to you,' She answered with, 'I said, do you forgive me?' I asked, 'My answer is no!' She said, I was heart broken.
End of Flash Back
'She died!' I was told, her mate Stripefang told me, I was truly heart broken now, why didn't I take care of her? I really was the worse mom in the history of the clan, 'What should the kits be named?' I asked, 'Well, she would of wanted me, Stripefang and her father Darkstar to name them.' Hawkclaw told me, my ears drooped. I watched them name the kits, Hawkclaw got to name the white one with brown spots, I would of named it Spottedkit, even if it was male, 'It shall be known as Harekit,' Hawkclaw said, The one Stripefang got to name was the only she-cat, I would of called it Silverkit, it was white with silver patches, 'It will be Mosskit,' Stripefang said, the final tom with grey with darker grey paws, I would of called it Nutkit, 'I will call it Stormkit,' Darkstar said. I was heart broken, I couldn't name a kit just because of the way I treated her, I'm the worst mom in the world.
While i'm now deputy and I'm nearly leader I cannot feel proud, I knew if I could take care of her better then she wouldn't feel so bad, Yes, I was responable of her death because I didn't help her, she can never forgive me and I can never forgive myself either, its too late.