Disclaimer: C0nstantine does not own Naruto. He does own a plethora of videogames and music files however.
Quick Note: In Naruto's point of view.
Rotting
You know that feeling when you're with a group of friends, family or just in a crowd and you couldn't feel more alone?
Yeah.
Well, do you feel like that every day?
Have you had people look you right in the eye and call you a monster? A demon? Have you had adults stare at you and say out loud to their children that you're worse than a plague?
People watching you live like it's a sin?
Like every breath you take is some crime against every sacred law God could make?
Have you ever felt like your alive, but something inside of you is dead?
Like a fruit that's bright and livid. . .
But when you peel back the layers, it just reveals more and more decay.
Just copious amounts of rot and rancor.
Loneliness is like a sore.
At first it stings, and in time it can get worse. You don't want to think about it but the pain pulses every moment you don't have something to focus on. And the more you want it to go away, the more the pain magnifies. The more you try to ignore it, the more it stands out.
It's not so bad after a while. You grow used to the numbing pain. You'll eventually come to terms with the immeasurable amount of sorrow. Yeah, after a while it's not too bad.
Rotting alone could be a lot worse.
Not much, but it could be.
So, how's this for my comeback? I know it's been a while but between getting out of High school, going though some problems with a girl and getting myself a nice job I didn't really have much time to write. Don't worry though, this will mark my return to writing and soon BETAREADING! I am currently taking stories, just get a hold of me on a messenger (They would be located in my profile). With luck I'll have a new story ready later tonight or tomorrow.
"You are the perfect drug." – Trent Reznor, Nine Inch Nails, The Perfect Drug
-C0n