A/N: Between the news and everything else, my inspiration is flowing. I still have around 3 other song fics I want to publish tonight. And I would personally like to give a shout out to The Civil Wars for inspiring yet another one shot. This one is to "Poison and Wine". Read and Review, please?
You only know what I want you to. I know everything you don't want me to. Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine. You think your dreams are the same as mine
You think you know everything about me, but you don't. I only tell you part of things. I only show you part of me. I, on the other hand, know everything you don't want me to. I know you still love me. You say all these sweet things but there's something bitter about them, like poison. The words swirl around in your mouth like wine but once they're spoken, they kill me a little each time. I'm poisoned.
Oh I don't love you but I always will. Oh I don't love you but I always will. Oh I don't love you but I always will. I always will.
You think I don't love you, but I always will. There are times when I don't love you, but that's just because I'm angry. I'm angry that I can't get over you. I will always love you.
I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back. The less I give the more I get back. Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise. I don't have a choice but I'd still choose you.
I wish you would have held me when I turned away the final time. Yet every time I spit some angry retort back, you only show me love and compassion. I don't understand it. Your hands have healed my heart numerous times, but your hands can also bruise. They've bruised me every time you've hurt me, everytime you've dated someone new or broken my heart..again. I wish I wasn't engaged. I don't have a choice anymore, though. Everyone is so happy. And he'll be good to me. But if I had a choice, I'd still choose you. Over everyone else in this world, I'd still choose you.
Oh I don't love you but I always will. I always will.
I will always love you. I may say I don't, but I always will. I loved you then, I love you now, I'll love you always.