The last Days

This is a rather short fiction, and its not fluffy or lemon by any means. Just pure reality.

If you want to feel the fanfiction the way I felt it, you should listen to "Hans Zimmer – Time" from the Inception movie. Thanks

That moment, when you see a person and think you are in love.

That moment when you think you can not live without that person.

My name is Takumi Usui, and there was this one time I got struck my fucking Armors arrow or some shit, but that doesn't matter. Buckle up fuckers, you are about to get some shit told!

It was the last day of the month that I first met my crush, Misaki Ayuzawa. And by crush I don't mean the "Ohhh, that girl is cute, I wanna park my meat inside her", I mean the "Shit, being addicted to heroin, crack and speed simultaneously is better than being in love right now!" version of crush. Anyhows, I was going to ask her out right away.

I walked up to her, looking into her amber eyes and seeing my future.

"Hey, Misaki"

"Hey, Takumi" she greeted me. God that smile tho.

"Erm, I wanted to ask you one thing" I felt my heart bursting. This never happened to me, usually the girl was the one to ask me out. "Would you like to, err, go on a date with me? Maybe next Saturday into the movies?"

In her eyes, there wasn't the glance I wanted to see. In her eyes, there was only one thing I didn't wanted to see. Hesitation.

"I-I don't know"

"Hey, I just want to go on a something like a date" I smiled back at her, wanting her to calm down, just to convince her to go on that date with me…

"I… Okay, I will text you this afternoon and let you know about my decicion"

And then, she walked away. Not turning around, not giving me any smile. She just let me stood there.

Hey, she probably just wants to let you wait, and wants to make you desperate. She wants to tease you.

I walked home, desperately waiting for that text message.

I stared at my phone as I sat on my bed. And then, it vibrated, the display flashed on.

I took the steel and drove it over my wrist. Shit, I don't care anymore. I don't give a fuck about this life. The blood started to flow down in thick streams, dripping on the floor, painting the white carpet red. I started to feel dizzy, the blade fell out of my hand and hit the floor.

I fell down to my knees, looking out of the window with my last breaths. And then, the phone slipped out of my hand. I hit the ground the second the phone hit it. My face buried it self a little bit into the carpet. And then, there was nothing. Nothing but darkness, silence and no feeling.

Nothing but a dead body and a phone, the display still showing the message form Misaki:

"Hey, you are nice and all and I like how you asked me out, but, I don't think this would work out. I am already in love with another one, so please don't be sad now."

Okay guys, this was my latest fiction, I hope you "enjoyed" it. I know, the characters are waaayyyyyy OOC, but I couldn't resist and I had to write this down.

Anyways, thank you for your interest,

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