A/N- A moment comes when you have to choose between your future happiness and present happiness. And for most people, the former should be their choice. For me, my happiness was in terms of good grades vs. a romantic relationship...However, I know now that one's future happiness is dull in comparsion to the warmth that the present brings.
If there is ever a chance that you are reading this and we never saw each other again, please know that I made the worst mistake in my life by letting you go.
If only I could have met you
On better terms. Maybe you
Wouldn't look at me with
Hate in your eyes. When we cross
Paths, a smile instead of a snarl
Would grace your lips.
This feeling inside—it's not guilt;
I meant every word and action.
It's more of a soft tugging in my
Brain, of what we could have been.
What we should have become.