1: Why it always Ends up with the Death
I´m going to tell you how my life ended. This is going to be absolutely true. It´s just the story of a desperate teenager who didn´t know what to do. I think you are wondering now what my problem was… I don´t had any friends. I don´t had anyone to talk to or someone who liked me. I was always alone at school. Yeah, I was a girl who spends the whole time alone in room writing something in a book no one´s ever gonna read. That´s kinda weird. I know. It´s not like I got bullied or something but people talked about me behind my back and that hurts if you don´t have anyone who supports you. The reason why I don´t had any friends? I don´t liked to talk to people who don´t like me. Why would people be MY friend?! I´m so ugly. My nose is really big; I got a bad look, a big hand and my weight´s higher than everyone´s in my class. Furthermore I stutterd if I got nervous or didn´t know what to say. So you can imagine it happend often. I was not funny. Not at all. But the worst thing is, I ALWAYS said the WRONG thing! I just understood why people don´t liked me… I cried almost every day because of that. It went better. But then I got worst again. I don´t wanted to get worst again! I lost everything. Again. People knew that. They knew that I had a lot of problems. They tried to make me feel better. They failed. Obviously. I got invisible for them. Hate that feeling when everyone around you is happy and laughs. I don´t know if you have ever felt like this. It sucks. It´s like people wanted me to feel bad. Oh sorry, I forgot. They can´t saw me.
Notice: People only see what they wanna see. Your failure will always be in their head. FOREVER. That´s why I lost everything. That´s why it´s not getting better how everyone´s saying. It´s getting worst. ´till it´s killing you.