Please excuse any and all Grammar mistakes on this one, I am once again typing on my phone... I have a lot of plans for this one but I'm not quite sure how it's gonna blow over, so if you want more please review

She couldn't breathe. It was like the words the doctor had just uttered to her inside that cold exam room had taken all the air straight out of her lungs as she slumped down into the cold, plastic chair, all the events from the past three years came flooding back to her.

Three years ago she had been happy, after slowly recuperating from everything she went through following her horrific experience with William Lewis, she had finally found the road to recovery and was starting to feel happy again. She had been sworn in as Sergeant, she had just moved into her amazing apartment with Brian Cassidy, the first man she had ever felt strongly enough for to try and show her domestic side. She was so in love with that man it physically hurt sometimes. Then her world was blown to shit. After a very trying case she agreed to accompany the rest of the squad to the bar across from precinct they normally frequented. The bar that was normally filled with cops, and lawyers. They had a good night filled with friendship and a lot of alcohol. The rest of the squad bid Farewell after awhile and she assured them she could get home on her own, feeling like she wanted to stick around for a while, knowing Brian was working a case late that night she didn't feel like going home alone. So there she sat in that bar when the waitress brought her another drink and pointed to a man in the corner booth and explained he had taken care of it for her, as she turned towards the man she was surprised to stare straight into the face of her Ex, David Haden.

Seeing David sitting across the bar was probably one of the last things she remembered, the next thing she knew she was waking up in a strange place, lying next to her ex boyfriend naked. She had panicked and he explained that they had a good night, and all she wanted to do was knock the smirk off his face.

The next few months were a blur, she knew if she had told Brian it would have destroyed him, she kept quiet, she didn't want to hurt him, she wanted to be with him for the rest of her life, and she knew had she not been as drunk as she was, she never would have gone there with David, she just hoped he would keep his mouth shut. There was a lot of bad blood between Brian and David even before she was in the picture, and she knew David could blow her life to smithereens if he really wanted to, but she just buried this secret trying to forget, and it almost worked. Almost, until the stick turned blue.

She had messed up, she had asked David for a DNA sample before she told Brian, they had an amino done to determine paternity and it had come back a match for David. She told Brian the truth, and he was devestated he couldn't even look at her, he tried to forgive her but he just couldn't after about a month he told her he had accepted a job with The Phoenix PD in Arizona and he was going.. Alone

She had given birth to twins, with David by her side, and all she wanted was Brian, David had asked her several times to move in with him so they could be a family, and the thought absolutely sickened her, she couldn't even stand to be in the same room with him most of the time, but she did her best, Luca and Kendall deserved for their parents to at least be civil to each other, they were the innocent ones. She was lost in the thought until feeling the doctor Lightly tap her arm.

"Detective Benson? You still with me?" She asked confused at her zoned out state.

Liv looked up in shock staring at the doctor as she looked at her two year old twins playing on the floor across the room. "I'm sorry Doctor, what did you say?" She held a breath knowing she couldn't have heard the doctor right.

"I said there must have been a mistake made somewhere, the blood tests we ran show an inconsistency in blood lines" she looked at her for a reaction

"What exactly does that mean Dr.?"
Olivia asked the younger woman taking a deep breath, she was not at all prepared for her answer.

The young Doctor looked at her and whispered softly "There's no way Mr. Haden is their Father"

I know my chapters are usually longer than this, but I had to stop it there sorry, don't kill me. If you want me to continue please let me know, I'll probably have the next chapter if not tonight, tomorrow morning