The only love that is embedded into the depths of my being
The only love that I have ever known-
I remember touching you
Seeing you sleep
Hearing your soft breath
I remember you calling me to come lay with you
To place my head upon your chest
I remember smelling the essence of your being
And seeing the first morning rays of light shine
Upon your angelic face
Since you have left me –
I feel that I have died
And your ghost
Haunts this place
I see him every moment, in my mind's eye
And from here to there
In the home –
In the sky
In the earth
I see you my ghost "my love" in everything
And everywhere.
Before he left me
Death had a grip on him
His love heart had stopped beating
Either for me
Or for himself
His kisses became cold and persistent
That he had a love heart for me
And nobody else
He had distanced himself from me
And I pray to God that my love
Passes through to his soul
That he not walk the earth in such darkness
Such madness
Such pain and misery
And pray I will and I will strive
To be in peace knowing
That you loved me once ghost lover
When your heart beat
And you were alive.
His love light had become ice
His eyes had grown sullen,
Empty and hollow
Full of pain and of secrets
Of dubious sorrow---
My love heart had not mattered
Even in sacrifice
Nothing that I gave would
Ever suffice
Ghost lover
You are all to me
In the flesh and now
In memory
All truth
All lies
All pain
And everything
And my heart is dieing again
But true
Your love heart had died long before me
And all that was good
Has died from within you
But ghost lover
My love
My heart
I love you
How I feel that your fury
And darkness
And wrath and pray that it be touched
And wakened by kiss of light
I pray with hope,
That there will be no more sorrow
I pray that god awaken it
If not today
Be tomorrow.
My ghost love
Light
Hope and dream
I have loved thee
And I am barely alive myself
My love heart beats still
For always and forever
In pain and in wrath
No matter what lie ahead
What roads that may be tread
My love heart has been true
And no matter where you travel
My love will be lingering with you
No matter what path
That you take or get lost on or have
To see
I love you now
I love you then
And for all eternity