Sometimes it feels like there is a muzzle on my mouth

I want to say certain things but it's like the second that I do, my voice just disappears.

Like someone just pressed the mute button on a remote

My thoughts don't go away, just the sound of my voice.

I don't know how to fix or change that.

So, I just let other people speak over me

Speak for me…

My father…

My mother…

My sister…

My brother…

My friends…

So, I let my thoughts scream, shout and run free

But I'm the one the ends up silent and unhappy…