I Bella Swan love Edward Cullen with all my heart and soul and body. Yet it doesn't seem like he loves me enough. Why? Well it all started two weeks ago. (Flashback)

Today I got my wedding dress fitted with Alice! I am so excited for the wedding though after Alice made me go shopping with her! Uuuggghhhh! Shopping with Alice is a nightmare! But she still is my best friend and I love her for being such a caring friend. I told Edward I would be home about 6:00 p.m. but Alice and I were actually going to come home a little early. I was hoping to sneak-a-peak at Edwards's tux. Jasper and Emmitt were supposed to go and pick it up. Alice and I were currently on our way back to the Cullen house.

You can call all you want but there's

No one home and you're not gonna

Reach my telephone. Cuz I'm out

In da club and I'm sippin dat

Bub and you're not gonna reach

My telephone!

"Ugggghhhh! Alice pick up your phone already I can't drive with it making all that noise!" I said. "Gosh! Someone has anger issues!" she said. "Sorry it's just that your ringtone is like a frickin migraine!" I said.

A HA! But that is where you are wrong my fashionably retarded friend! Vampires can't have migraines", she is when we reached the Cullen house. Alice then picked up her phone. "Hey babe", she said.

"What!" .she said. "OK! I will be right there!" she said. She then hung up. "OMFG! Those stupid mother- ficken asses forgot to pick up the tuxes on time and now their having an argument with the owners of the tux rental store!" she said to me furiously.

"That sucks", I said halfheartedly. I was sooo tired from shopping.

"Bella you are going to have to hide the wedding dress yourself. Ok", she said seriously.

"Ok Alice!" I said. I then got out of the car and watched Alice drive away. I quickly went into the Cullen house and decided to hide the dress in Alice's room where Edward would never go. But as passed Rosalie's door to go to Alice's I heard grunting and growling from Rosalie's door. My curiosity then got the better of me I quickly opened the door a crack and what I saw will forever be burned into my memory. Edward having sex with Rosalie. I saw him thrusting into her and squeezing her breasts while whispering sweet "I love you's" while she said "I love you too" and they melted into one. I then closed the door. (Flashback ended)they say curiosity killed the cat but I am more than just dead(figuratively speaking) I am lost and I don't know if I will ever find my way back….

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