It's been, well, who knows how long since Sebastian Smythe saw Blaine Anderson. He couldn't stop thinking about him since he helped with the proposal Blaine did. It was something that hurt him on the inside. Even though he didn't show it. Blaine was still in New York City, studying at NYADA. He was there because of Kurt.

Kurt. Yeah. Blaine's fiancée. Or that's what he thought. Within the months, Blaine and Kurt grew apart. They didn't have the spark anymore. They were barely talking to each other. Santana liked that. Rachel, not so much.

After a few months, Sebastian decided to go to New York City, not only to visit but to also talk to Blaine. He didn't know what went on between him and Kurt. Sebastian never stopped trying to get between them. He knew that they wouldn't last. Ever since he saw them together. Like Seb said, "not all ladyboys can keep their first man."

Sebastian was just walking in Times Square, just looking at the shops and restaurants. The people were talking, music was playing, people being cheerful. Why didn't Seb have that connection with anyone? Oh right. He was a jerk at Dalton. He just walked around the city, thinking to himself.

The night creeped up and Sebastian started to find his place he was staying at. He had luck finding it. It was near an apartment building. An old looking apartment building. Sebastian sighed when he passed it. He thought to himself, "what a great place to stay if you're starting off."

Sebastian wasn't paying attention when he bumped into someone. "Hey. Watch it." The guy said to Sebastian. He said to the guy that he was sorry then looked up. He knew the voice sounded familiar but he wasn't sure. He had a slight smile and said, "I'm really sorry."

The guy patted himself down, getting what was on Seb. "Yeah yeah. Whatever." The guy looked up to look at who he was talking to. He groaned. "Why are you here?"

"Visiting." Seb said with a saddened look, the one where he was in pain. "Where's you're ladyboy?"

"None of your business Smythe," the guy said nastily.

Sebastian looked hurt but didn't show it. "Hope you have fun with his lady parts." He walked away. The guy walked into the apartment complex.

The next day, Sebastian walked into a restaurant for breakfast. It just so happened to be the one where Santana, Kurt, and Rachel worked at. Luckily his waiter wasn't one if them. But he did see a special gelled guy sitting near him. He couldn't help but smile and let a tear fall. He was really hurt at what happened between them the night before. The way he talked to him. It was a sword in his chest.

He waited for his food to arrive. And who gave it to him was unexpected. It was Santana. "Here you go si-" She spotted Seb. "Look at what the desert dragged in. A meerkat."

Seb faked laughed. "Well hello silicone queen." He smirked. "Had anymore work done?"

Santana just gave a look at him. "At least I can get more guys than you." Someone behind Santana coughed. "Santana. I know he's a jerk but he's a customer." Santana backed off.

"Be glad I'm at work." Santana said to Seb and she walked off. "Be careful with him Kurt. You know what happened."

Kurt sat down across from Sebastian. "Why are you here?"

"To visit. Why else?"

"I don't want you near here anymore. Not in this restaurant."

"Good luck finding customers that'll come back here. Terrible way to talk to customers." He smirked.

Kurt just gave a look. His boss told him to get back to work. Sebastian ate his food in peace, stealing glances to the gelled haired guy.

After an hour in the city, Sebastian decided to settle in the park. It wasn't packed; just people talking and walking around. Seb held his coffee from a Starbucks and just relaxed.

He was listening to his music, not caring what's going on. Not until the hair-gelled guy was walking around. He felt his heart float with joy. He smirked and made sure his stare wasn't noticeable. The guy was walking around looking for someone. That's how New York City was like. Just looking.

Sebastian walked around the park, trying to look casual until the guy went to him. "Hey Blaine," Sebastian said with a smile.

"Don't hey me right now." Blaine snapped. "I'm not in a good mood. Not with what's going on."

Sebastian looked down. "That's no excuse to push me away near that apartment complex." He snapped without realizing it. "Sorry to snap."

Blaine looked taken aback. "Still the same, Smythe. Treating others like dirt."

Sebastian looked a little furious. "Fine. I said sorry. Don't accept it. Keep dating that ladyboy of yours." Sebastian was taken aback by what he said but didn't show it. He never showed his feelings well except annoyance and anger.

He walked off angrily, cursing under his breath. Passing people barely noticed.

Sebastian was at the gym, beating a wrestling bag till it starts to come of the ceiling. He wanted to get his anger out on something. He loved Blaine. Why couldn't he see that? He couldn't tell what was wrong with him. He was acting different. Not like the things the other guys at Dalton Academy said. Or the time he first met Blaine. This was hurting Sebastian inside. Feeling love that the other didn't give back. He wasn't used to that. Never felt it before

Suddenly, the bag he was beating fell off the ceiling and snapped Seb out of his trance. A worker went to get it and gave him a nasty look. "Sorry. I didn't realize I was hitting that hard." The worker didn't answer to him. He just walked out.

Seb sat on a bench by the mirror. He was sweaty and out of breath. His arms were tired from all that punching. After drinking his water, he went to get changed.

He walked out of the gym and got a breath of fresh air. He still felt heartbroken after what happened with Blaine. He knew Blaine was stressed with school and Kurt.

He was thinking to himself when he realized he bumped into some people. People he knew: Nick and Jeff. He was happy to see them. They turned to see who bumped into them and somewhat smiled. "Hey," Jeff said. "Been a while." Sebastian nodded in agreement.

Nick could tell something was wrong with Seb. He didn't know what it was but he just knows. "Is something wrong Seb? This isn't you."

"Y-yeah," Seb said, trying to get his mind straightened out. "Thinking about different things." He looked around everyone, occasionally seeing couples being happy and sighing.

Nick just gave Seb a look. He didn't say anything back at him. He got the idea of what he was thinking. "So why are you two here?" Seb asked them.

"Just here to see a friend a good friend, Blaine." Nick said. Seb had that look on his face that he quickly wiped off. "He's going through a hard time."

"Yeah. I ran into him last night. He was a little moody." Seb said.

"Well he didn't like how you acted back when he was visiting Dalton with Kurt."

Sebastian tried not to say anything, trying not to reveal his love for Blaine. He didn't extant anyone to thing he's weak. Which is why he had the bad boy image. It was how he acted. A jerk to anyone who took his dream man away.

Nick looked at his watch. "Blaine should be here soon." And a minute or so, he did. Blaine didn't pay attention to Sebastian. Sebastian looked away and the three walked away.

Sebastian took out his phone and dialed his close friend. It took a while for the friend too answer.

"Hello?" Seb's friend said.

"Hey, JJ. I need your help with something." Seb said in the phone.

"Sure. What is it?"

"I need help trying to have thins guy see that I'm not a jerk. Bring your friends to help to. I need a lot of help."

"I can try but it doesn't work." JJ was walking along the street when talking to Seb.

"When can you be here n New York?"

"You're in New York? You're the one that's looking nice in those jeans?"

Sebastian looked confused and looks down. "Um yeah. How do you know that?"

"Turn around."

Sebastian turned around and saw a familiar face. He had a smile on his face.