Warning I have never written anything even close to sokai before but...yeah.

Base song for chappie- Angels Cry (the red jumpsuit apparatus)

Kairi sat in the grass with tears flowing freely. She knew she loved Sora, she knew she did. Then why did she do it. Dear God, she knew it was wrong but at the same time it felt all too right. She let out a choked sob when Sora came into her line of view. She hastily brushed the crystalline tears away and stood. Oh dear god, why must Riku be with him. Riku. The one whom led her to her unfaithful movements. She was so in love with both but who made her cry like this. Was it Riku and the fact that she could never be with him without Sora realizing something or just hate both of them. Or was it Sora and the fact that he still smiled at her like that when she had done him wrong to no extent.

"Hey Kai!" Sora said excitedly before pulling me into a bear hug. I giggled sadly and blinked away the tears as they begged to come out. I saw Riku looking at me. His eyes said the same things they always did along with his words.

"Hi Kairi" he said gazing into my eyes. Those words and his face said it all. 'Hi Kairi' meant 'I would have noticed instantly something was wrong if I were Sora' and his eyes said 'I could love you more than Sora could even imagine up'. I knew he could but I also knew he misjudged Sora's love for me. Sora loved me too much for his own good. Namine and Xion two girls who at one point had been in love with Sora. Namine still did, I knew that. She said that she didn't. She never dated anyone though. She only ever had Vanitas her Closest friend who was a dick to everyone except her.

Then Xion was dating Roxas now, Sora's opposite of a brother. They didn't really fit together...at all. They had been best friends since they were about six so that was how they still acted. They rarely kissed and the truth was that Xion was in love with Riku who had never payed her the time of day. It broke her heart just as the fact that Namine would never look at Roxas as she did once upon a time. She had, had a huge crush on him since she was about six years old but around the time she turned maybe fourteen it was nothing and Roxas always hated himself for not noticing. She then couldn't help but like Sora and soon tortured herself into loving him. Xion and Roxas just used one another which had mixed up their friendship. And Namine tortured herself by loving all the wrong people. Maybe Sora could love her like she did him after this. I swallowed the laughter that pleaded to come out at the ironic thought of it.

"Hey Sora" I said smiling while biting my lip nervously. "Are you okay Kai?" he asked sweetly as he stared into my eyes lovingly. I nodded just barely as he looked into my eyes. He knew I had just lied but instead of pressing further he kissed the top of my head. And slid his arm around my shoulder.

"Aw, look at the cute little sweethearts," Riku snarled " I had better go unless I have any plans to throw up anytime soon." he glared daggers at the two of us. I forced my eyes shut as I hid away any breathless choking tears.

"Sora...can I ask you something?" I asked against my heads better judgment but my broken in two heart needed to know "You know that movie where the girl was in love with the two guys and she couldn't figure out who she loved more and she picked the wrong one and the other killed himself?" he tilted his head to the side and looked at me in confusion.

"The one where you couldn't stop crying?" he asked me. I giggled weakly and nodded.

"what have you done if you were him?" I asked nerovusly.

"Well I hate the sound of it but I don't think my descision would have been that different, if you love someone that much...than why should you be forced to live without them." his face had darkened as he said this. The tears came closer to breaking out of their prison as I bit my lip.

"But she slept with the other one while she was dating him. She was unfaithful how can you love someone when their unfaithful?" I pleaded as my voice broke.

"then it would be all the worse. Loving someone and having them take that advantage of you...it's not right. I couldn't deal with that. Though I wouldn't hate the girl I would hate myself because I had to have done something wrong for her to choose the other man." he said weakly as if he sensed it coming. I couldn't do it. I couldn't. He would hate himself, he would hurt himself. I couldn't do it... to him or me or Riku. I was in a triangle that pulled me in half and choked me so the air couldn't reach my heart as it pumped on nothing but tears. I pulled away from him as I broke out the words that cursed my mouth.

"Sora I can't be with you anymore!" I sobbed. "i did...i needed... I can't do it anymore...i need. To be. Free." he stared at me. He brushed a tear from my eye.

"where is this coming from Kai...did something...happen?" his face was shadowed by possible anger on the last word.

"I...no" I couldn't tell him. Not now not ever. Painful sobs broke away again as my body shook. I lowered my head as the years of my parents ideals came into my mind, and that of my brother Axel, and Riku. "i feel like your holding me back! I feel like your keeping me locked up and I can't be free, I feel like you lie every time you say you love me" a lie I knew every time he said he loved me that he did more than anything in the world. "it's just a fairytale and I can't be locked in your story anymore." I hissed before falling to the ground.

A lot of it was true. I had wanted to go to a college in Twilight city...i had always wanted to go to the city but instead I lived in the Destiny islands stuck in a small college where you knew everyone and everyone knew you. Sora didn't want to leave where as both me and Riku wanted to be free.

I secretly knew there was never to be a future for Sora and I so that was true as well. It was a fairytale and I was trapped but I had never dared to say it because I loved him so much but it all just tumbled helplessly and broken out of my lips. "We are..."i started

" Don't you dare say we're over. Kairi I love you I never lied about that, ever. I wouldn't dare hold you back. Now just come here and stop those tears, I hate seeing you cry like this." he held his arms out for me and it took every ounce of my power not to jump into them until my memories came back to me.

Both Riku and I sat on the couch waiting for the call from the hospital. Sora was there on account of a car accident. We both knew he wasn't hurt and the accident had been caused my his drunken state but we still sat worriedly. We were sitting close like we always would. I felt the tension of his body compare to mine. Together we radiated it. The phone wasn't sounding. The dorm room was silent.

"Kairi...he'll be okay, Sora I mean" he said quietly. I felt his eyes on me. I looked up into them feeling them drawing me into a void. The crystalline color melted my heart for some reason of the other. We stared into one another s eyes until our bodies drew dangerously closer. I knew what his lips felt like noting in high-school we often played games like spin the bottle and seven minutes in heaven. They were soft. Extremely perfectly soft.

I didn't expect them to be so welcoming that night. They were, they definitely were. Ours faces collided and our lips met. It was nostalgic but I pulled in the sweet taste of his lips as I licked them awaiting an opening, it came quickly as his tongue slithered into my mouth and explored it. I did the same to his as I tasted something sweet and fruity. I pulled in his scent. Oh dear god he smelled too good. My hands traveled up his arms and slithered into his hair as his held my waist firmly.

He scooped me up as my legs sat on either side of his hips and I clung onto his neck firmly. Oh that smell. His taste. It was hypnotizing me to do something and I was enjoying that something very, very much. He began walking and rammed himself into a wall right beside the small bedroom door. It was nice that these dorm had three rooms. They were nice. Oh he was nice. Very very nice. He slid into the room and laid me down on the bed. My head told me we shouldn't be doing this but oh I needed it. He slid on top of me and we circled leaving me above him. I began slowly shimmying up his black t-shirt and I leaned on top of him. There was a knot between his legs. I felt it as I forced his shirt above his head. He ripped my shirt off above my head with ease and stared comfortably as my chest. There sat two more lands that he needed to explore hidden behind a blue and green striped bra.

I shimmied off my skirt as he began unclasping his pants which still held the hard knot. He wrapped his arm around my body as he unclasped the bra as I was there sliding off my panties. I let my hands and lips explore his body as he slid down between my legs. The last barrier between the two of us gone.

"I don't love you Sora. Give it up already." I growled through my tears before watching him run off. I sat crying in the grass just how I stared. Completely alone.|

SORA_KAIRI_RIKU

Sora pov.

Why did she do it...what did I do. It had to have been bad. But why did she do it. She wouldn;t even give him time to try to mend the broken wounds she had torn into. What did he do. He needed to know. He ran to meet with Riku. Maybe he could tell him.

Riku pov.

The phone rang as they sat in bed Kairi curled asleep against his chest. She was breathing gently now though her breathing had been very hard about an hour earlier. He wished she could actually feel how he did. He knew she was in love with Sora and it probably only happened because she was scared for him and she needed something to calm her down. She jerked awake and stretched similar to a cat. Her blue eyes lifted to the ringing phone as she lept towards it, pulling the sheet with her to cover herself. Her eyes widened. The hospital was calling. She grabbed it instantly awaiting news on Sora. Before they even said a word tears piled on her eyes and overflowed falling down like raindrops.

"Yes, thank you for calling." she mumbled before ramming her finger into the end button. She then dropped the sheet allowing me the sight of her stunning curves. She was so unbearably beautiful. She hastily yanked on her shirt and skirt grabbing her pieces of underwear and shoving then in her purse. She lept towards the door.

"Wait, i'll go with you!" I called. She ignored me as I ran to the door and caught her. "Just give me a minute..." I hissed as she tried to ram the door shut. "Kairi...i'm in love with you I have been for as long as I can remember. I pulled her in and she stared at me with angry tears.

"WE shouldn't have done that!" she wailed. "We shouldn't have taken advantage of sora like that!" she screamed in anguish. " I love Sora. Not you. Nothing happened last night. You had better realize that!" she growled as she pulled away from me and slammed the door shut.

I stared sadly down at my hands in memory. I should have known she didn't love me. It was obvious she loved Sora but...

"RIKU" sobbed a voice. I looked behind me to see Sora coming at me. "Riku kairi she, and then I , then she said she didn't, and I don't know what I did and i'm so sad because she said it was my fault and she didn't tell me why! And now she hates meee!" Sora sobbed in front of me as he fell to the ground. "I HATE MYSELF. Why did I have to do it! Was I too controlling? My god she hates me!" he screamed beating his fists to the ground.

"go slower...i didn't understand a word you just said." I said confused.

"Kairi broke up with me!" he wailed in anguish. I stared off not sure if he had just said what I thought he said. I forced myself to hold back a smile that begged to blossom on my face. I knew she didn't do it for me but a man could dream...Right?

so...who likes it. There was a slightly dirty scene...okay it was just plain dirty but yeah. So I thought you should all know that I love being reviewed even if it's flames. Don't worry in the end everyone should get their happy ending...