A/N E/O Challenge: Punish. Part 1 of a double-drabble that I co-wrote with my friend Wynefred. Part 2 is on her page. Thanks, Wynefred, it's been fun collaborating with you!
Spoiler Warning: This takes place right after Season 5 Episode 10, Abandon All Hope
His Own Worst Enemy Part 1
by CFEditor
Dean pounded the brick wall. The punishing bite as he hit his knuckles harder and harder barely lessened his self-loathing. His raw knuckles started to bleed. The red liquid ran down his hand and his knuckles resembled raw meat, his skin shredded almost completely. But still it wasn't enough.
It couldn't erase the images running endlessly through his mind. Images of friends forever lost. He should have, could have, saved them. If he'd been the hunter he was supposed to be.
He slid down the side of the wall, blindly staring at his hand. When would it ever be enough?
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For Part 2, go to /s/7723810/1/. (Append those slashes, letters and numbers to the normal fanfiction address.)