Meeting Mark was a moment in my life I thought would never happen. But two years ago it finally did and my life changed forever! When I first met Markiplier he was as genuine and sweet as he was in his vlog videos and just as funny in his game plays and from then on I was in love but I fell harder for him over time because we actually started spending time together.
You see I moved to California when she hit 1 million views from my World of Warcraft play throughs. I couldn't believe THAT happened either, I was living a dream she dreamed for 3 to 4 years! I now not only became a known Youtuber but my Warcraft videos got me a job with Blizzard. I did play throughs daily and it helped them get more players for the game and I even got a tour of the actual company. So, I had my dream job and Mark and I were the best of friends, he knew me better then I knew myself sometimes. He knew of my depression and anxiety and was always there for me when I had my bad days. I told him the moments in my life when it started and had made it worse, loosing my grandmother in 2010 was still hard even after all these years and he was there for me whenever the anniversary came up. Last year on her birthday we bought a small cake and sang happy birthday to her and released a balloon, it really helped me. I loved this man he changed my life and I haven't ever been this happy before. He even helped me get over my fears of playing certain games like Slender and Five Nights at Freddy's, all 3 Five Nights at Freddys too! I even did a play through of the third one for my channel, I did the recording at his house while he was there...a comfort thing. I had anxiety when it came to being alone at night as it was, so playing a horror game didn't help. Whenever I was home alone and not staying at Mark's he would call me at night and talk to me until I fell asleep, sometimes even sing to me. To me he was absolutely perfect and I still can't believe he wanted to be friends with someone like me but he thought I was crazy for thinking that. He always told me how sweet and fun I am and even said I was beautiful which made my heart go crazy. I was falling hard but after 2 years I still didn't have the nerve to tell him, what if it ruined our friendship forever?