Chapter 1

If there's anything in this world that I hate most, it would be the sea. It swallows me, drags me down deeper, as my chest tightens and I can no longer breathe. Right now, I'm drowning….drowning in my own sea of emotions.

"Class is over Kami-san! You're taking a cat nap again?" A deep voice came behind me. It was Mizuiro-kun. His seat is just behind mine in class. He always acts cool thinking that he's a prince since he came from a rich family.

"If you must know, I was listening to the discussion and just shut my eyes for a moment." I replied in an irritated tone.

"Yeah, Right! Where are you headed to?"

"To see my little sister~"

I quickly dashed off from my classroom and went to my Himeka's. She's now a freshman and I want to now how she's doing. If I'm to describe her, she's really cute that's why she has a lot of suitors. I had so many troubles getting rid of them all but spamming their inboxes and death threats always work. If Hime only knew that her "kind" nee-san was actually doing that…

Class I-D. I guess she's not doing too well in her studies. As I peeked into her classroom, I saw her talking to a cool looking guy.

"Say Hime-chan….Are you free now? I can show you around the shopping district." THE BASTARD! Is he trying to make a move on my little sister?

"Hime-taaannnnnn!" I quickly glomped on he, moving her away from the guy. Of course I didn't forget to give an evil stare to the bastard. "N-nee-san!" She blushed. Probably because we're in front of so many people.

"Dad wants us to go home early." I held her hand tighter.

"O-ohh…Sorry Yoh-kun…..I guess I can't."

"Uuhh..yeah. It's okay. Take care." He seems disappointed.

NYAHAHAHAHHA! TAKE THAT! Ah yeah, I shouldn't forget to spam his inbox later.

It would just take the same old trick to get rid of that guy. Don't ask me why I'm doing this. I even dunno to myself why I keep on protecting her from others. I know it's not a normal thing for a sister to do…that's why I don't want to know the reason myself. I don't want to know….I'll just keep on drowning myself..

I kept on holding hime's hand as we went home.

"Nee-san, why did dad want us to go home immediately?" she asked.

"Sorry, I lied. I just thought that we should spend the afternoon together."

"Ehhh but I was supposed to go somewhere with my friend!"

"He's not just a friend, Hime. I don't think he's just interested in being friends."

"What?"

"Nothing." I quickly turned my face away from hers.

"Kami-nee, just tell me!" It was my first time to see her angry face. She still looks cute.

"Tell you what? It's nothing so just forget it."

"But you were saying something earlier! And you keep on driving them out!"

"Driving who out?"

"My friends and my l-lovers!"

"I don't do that!" crap. How did she know about it?

"Yes you do! You think I don't know? Kami-nee, I've read some of your death threats!"

Okay…so how am I supposed to explain this….just act casual and…

"Ahhahahhahaha! That was just a prank!" I tried to hide the truth with a big smile

"Kami-nee, I hate you!" She ran off, leaving me behind.

That's it. I'm better off ending my life now.