I went into my room and sat down on the bed, dizzy and confused. How could this happen? It just didn't seem to fit. This wasn't supposed to happen to me, it wasn't possible, I was still nineteen, and now I had to be nineteen for another nine months. What would the child be like? Would it be a vampire? Or a half vampire? The worst part was, the entire family would know everything. I seemed so wrong that this should happen, wrong for the family and me. I knew that, in theory, this was acceptable, because Edward and I were married, but still, I'm too young. How would I tell the rest of the Cullens? All of the sudden I found myself bawling, tears were streaming down my face like a waterfall and I was gasping for air. I sat there for a few minutes, wallowing in my misery, when a soft knock on the door awoke me from my trance. I tried to stop my tears for a moment so I wouldn't look so bad, but it was no use.
"Yes?" I answered, my voice muffled by my sleeve as I tried to wipe my nose. The door creaked open and Alice glided into the room, closing the door behind her. She came over to the bed and hopped on, giving me a tight hug.
"Bella," she said softly. "It's okay." Of course she knew, she was psychic after all, she might have even known before I did. I simply nodded and let a new wave of tears flow down my face.
"This wasn't supposed to h-h-happen, it's imp-p-possible. I mean…how? It can't, it j-just can't! Alice, what should I do?" She pulled me even closer, rubbing my shoulder and patting my hair.
"Bella, we never though it was possible either, they only thing I can think of, is that things were different because you're still human, still fertile. While Edward is not, the venom might still carry some of his genes, but I really never would have though that possible…" She became silent for a moment, immersed in thought. "Oh, Bella. What would you like me to do? I haven't told anybody yet, but I can if you wish." She spoke in a soft, hesitant voice.
"I don't see how I'll be able to hide it for very l-l-long." With that though I nearly burst into hysterics, Alice looked a bit nervous.
"Bella, would you like me to call Edward?" She asked. The thought of having Edward here seemed to make everything better, I was sure he would know what to do.