Sharpest lives

I looked at the back of his bright red haired head from my seat at the back of the class and sighed. He would never want to be with me. I was short for my 17 years of age he was a giant next to me. I sighed again and looked down at my maths book

2x-3c+2x=?

I couldn't be bothered with maths today. I just wanted to go home and play my guitar or just listen to music.

"Oi fag!" yelled Jason throwing a paper ball at my head i just ignored him but he kept throwing them so i finally turned around and looked at him

"What?" I asked boredom evident in my voice

"Why are you so gay?" He asked laughing at his own joke

"Because I'm gay idiot" I sneered at him about to turn round when he pulled on my shoulder

"Don't talk to me like that faggot" He growled at me

"Don't think I'm going to be scared of some pussy ass mother fucker who can't admit his own sexuality to himself so picks on me" I Growled back pulling my shoulder from his grasp and turning back round in my seat to see Gerard looking at me i felt my heart beat quicken as his eyes connected with mine I felt heat rise to my cheeks as he smiled at turned back to his work I smiled to myself as I raised my hand

"Yes Mr Iero?" Asked my teacher

"Can I leave? I have the doctors" I lied

"Do you have a note?" She asked me as I stood up from my seat and picked up my bag and slung it on my shoulder

"Yes miss" I smiled giving her the forged note as i walked out the door i looked at Gerard. I knew he was straight and that I'd have no chance with him. Sigh. I couldn't help but notice his arm draped over Rachel she was my girlfriend till i found out i was gay, she had dyed pink hair her nose pierced and was pretty much a wanna be emo Barbie. She was pretty don't get me wrong but i just hate the fact she is with Gee i didn't really like.

"Hey Frank?" Asked Gerard as i walked out of class i felt my heart beat increase and i felt heat creep up my cheeks

"Yeah?" i smiled looking at him

"We should hang out later? Sound cool?" He asked with a grin "I mean i know your friends with Mikey"

"Y-yeah sure" i chocked out in shock

"Cool. How about after your back from the doctors?" Gee winked at me i swear i nearly died

"sure" i smiled walking out of class breath frank breath i told myself

"Oi Faggot" Yelled Adam Jasons best mate

"What?" I yelled back which i instantly regretted he had most of his group with him

"fuck" I cursed loudly backing away i turned and ran from the group, my feet slamming on the floor as i ran through the quiet halls.

"Where going to get you Frankie" Adam laughed running after me

I ran faster out of the school doors to my car. My blue VW Bug always when i need her most. I grabbed my keys from my pocket and unlocked her and climbed in. I flipped them off as i drove past them. I was dead tomorrow but right now. Right now i was as happy as ever Gerard was coming to my house. My house! As soon as i got home i ran through the front door of my house, i come from New Jersey. And i had tattoos to show my Jersey pride. I walked into my house ignoring the pissed off stare i was getting from my mum.

"Frank...Not again!" My mum yelled exasperated

"Sorry. I couldn't stand being there another second" I smirked at her. She was my foster mum. Had been since i was 3. my mum was 15 when she had me and didn't know how to look after me properly. I had shoulder length black hair and brown eyes just like her. or so I'm told . I have my nose and lip pierced and a few tattoos already. I was rather short though i was 5'4 and hadn't grown since i was 15. My house was normal neutral colours till you got to my room...then it was black blue and red with posters covering every wall. My bed was a double bed and i had a wardrobe drawers and clothes all over the floor. I dropped by bag next to the door and started to pick up the clothes that covered my floor. I took them down stairs and dropped them into my basket

"Frankie. There's someone at the door for you" mum yelled pulling my shirt over my head and dropping it in the basket aswell

"okay, just coming" i walked out of the kitchen to see Gerard sitting in my living room, he looked over at me and winked.

"U...uh...i...um" i stuttered, i coughed clearing away the lump in my throat "I was just getting changed"

"Cool...so we going up to your room?" Gerard smirked at me

"Y..yeah we are" I stuttered again walking towards the stairs, on the wall there was pictures of my mum and me when i was little

"Frankie" Gerard said looking at me and smiled "You were a cute kid"

"Thanks Gee" I smiled at him and opening the door to my room

"Well, this is my room." I stated

"Well i guessed that one" He laughed at me sitting on my bed i had a memory foam mattress and big thick pillows and dark purple covers. I had my guitar in the corner of my room next to the amp and music sheets

"Frankie your bed is amazingly comfy" Gee yawned "I swear i could just sleep, but i have to ask you something"

"Okay...ask away i guess" i smiled at him and sat on the floor

"Well. Your gay" He stated. It wasn't a question but i answered anyway

"Yeah i am"

"Well how did you know you were gay?" He asked looking down, i saw his cheeks turn slightly pink at the question

"Well i didn't get hard watching porn about girls, i thought guys were hot and the thought have fucking a girl revolted me" I said simply

"Well" He moved closer to me "What if i have feelings for a certain guy in particular?"

"Well depends who this certain guy is" I said looking down for him to put his hand under my chin and smiled at me leaning closer

"Well what if it's you?" He smiled crushing his lips to mine i'm dreaming! I have to be! I started to kiss back his hands were wrapped up in my hair while mine were lightly on his hips