Normal day. Just another normal day, lonely day. I woke up to Meowingtons and Miss Nyan Cat playing on my bed. I smiled at them. They bring joy into my life, and im always grateful to have them as my friends. I streched, and got up. I checked my phone, and saw that my manager had texted me.

"Its too early for this bullshit." i mumbled under my breath, and lit up a cigarette.

I deeply exhaled, then exhaled, watching the smoke dance around my room as it slowly faded away. I sighed, and walked out of my bedroom. The hallway was decorated with pictures of me and some fans, a couple of albums, and alot of my friends were hanging up on the hallway. Then i came to a picture of Kat and I. I immediatly frowned as tears were in my eyes.

"you don't miss her, Joel.. You're better off being alone." I told myself.

I angrily took another drag of my cigarette, and blew the smoke on that picture.

"Fuck her" I said, and took the frame holding the picture off the wall.

I threw the picture down, and it shatterd. I sighed deeply, and walked away from the scene. It was raining in Toronto. The kind of days i liked. I usually blog on these types of days, or maybe make some music. I sat down at the kitchen table, and smiled, as i watched the rain gently fall. The pitter patter of the rain drops against the roof made me sleepy. I rested my head trying to go back to sleep. I was almost asleep, when suddenly my phone rang. I checked to See who it was. "Sonny" popped up on my iPhone 5's screen, including a dorky picture of us.

"What do you want, You fucker?" I said playfully.

"Woke up on the wrong side of the bed, eh Joel?" Sonny asked.

I heard him flick his lighter, and take a drag of his cigarette.

"Yeah. My fucking manager wants me for something. Figured it had something to do with you." I said.

"Yeah, to be honest. Some models are doing an EDM fashion show of rave outfits. You get to pick the model, and you and a fashion designer design an outfit representing you. Its in L.A. and Anton and I recommended you, so you're Invited. Plus this would be a good chance to meet a girl, and get you out of that depression, man. You need this." Sonny said.

I put out my cigarette, and angrily sighed into the phone.

"What makes you think im in a fucking depression?!" I snapped at him.

I heard sonny sigh deeply, as he replied to my question.

"You've been acting different, Joel. Admit it. Ever since Kat left you, You've been nothing bu-"

I was tired of him talking and plus i was pissed, so i yelled back.

"You dont know fucking ANYTHING about me, Sonny. Screw off, dude. Just stay OUT of it!" I yelled into the phone.

I heard sonny breath deeply, and he replied

"Okay Joel. I was just trying to help. Don't come to the EDM thing. Not when you're like this." He said and Hung Up.

"Fuck You!" i mumbled under my breath.

I thought about what sonny said.

"Have i really been acting differently?" i asked myself.

My phone rang again, and i looked to see who it was. It was my manager. Of course.

"Whats Up?" I said.

"Hey Joel. Did sonny hit you up about the EDM show? You're going right? Because i arranged a private jet to fly us to L.A. This afternoon." He said.

"Jesus Christ, Man. Well, i guess I dont have much of a choice, Now do I?" i said.

"Not really, Joel. You need this. have your bags packed, and your cats and some Mau5heads. Might want to take some for the model as well. We leave at 12:30 this afternoon, okay Joel? Plus, Its good on your records. Might make some t-shirts, or posters make some profit out of it, okay?" He added.

I Hate how everyone thinks "I need this" They dont know what I need. Its really annoying.

"Yeah, Okay. Come by my house at around 11:00 this 'll leave then." I said.

"Okay, Joel. See you then." He said and hung up.

"Fucking shit, man." i mumbled.

I got up from the kitchen table, and walked into my room of Mau5heads. I grabbed my original red one, my pinhead one, and my evil one.

"Three should be enough." I said.

I put them out in the hallway. Next was clothes. I grabbed all my t-shirts in my dresser, and threw them in my bag, then got my jeans and puma shoes. I put on my creeper shirt, My favorite jeans, and red and green Pumas. I sprayed my favorute cologne on, and grabbed my "I 3 Haters!" hat. I looked in the mirror and sighed. I noticed i had dark circles under my eyes.

"That's embarassing." I said, and flopped on my bed.

Meowingtons and Miss Nyan Cat were cuddling on my giant pillow. I adore how much they both love and hate eachother. Something Kat and I never had. There i fucking go again. Talking about her. Maybe Sonny's right. I need to meet another girl, and this is the oppertunity to do so. I jumped up, and checked the time. 10:30.

"Wow, its early." I said.

I walked out the door, and grabbed my keys. I drove to Tim Hortons for a cup of coffee. My favorite place. I went through the drive through, got my coffee, and drove home. I went inside, and plopped down on my couch, and checked my Twitter. The usual fangirls Spamming me with tweets. Nothing much. I looked at the clock. It was 11:00.

"He'll Be down soon." I said.

I went to my bathroom, and quickly grabbed some cologne and deoderant, knowing i'll be needing that. I put it in my bag, and zipped it shut. A knock was at my door.

"Come In!" I yelled.

The Door swung open, and there was my manager, Bob. He was a pudgy fellow, about 5'9 with a beard. He had tattoos all over, and earrings.

"Whats up? You got all your shit packed?" he asked.

I nodded my head, and called meowingtons and Miss Nyan Cat. They ran to me, purring and rubbing on my legs.

"Alright, You rascals! We're going on a trip." I said, picking up meowingtons. I grabbed their kennle, and put water and food in for them, and their bed.

I put them in their cage and locked it, smiling at them as they layed down to cuddle eachother.

"I'll grab some of your stuff." Bob said and went to my bags.

I carried the kennel out to Bob's car, and sat them in the front seat. Bob came outside with my bags, and threw them in the trunk.

"You ready, Joel?" He asked me.

I sighed, and nodded my head yes. "Just let me get my mau5head." I added, and went inside

I put on my red head, and grabbed the other two heads. As i was getting ready to leave, i stepped on the shatterd glass from this morning, stepping on the picture. I sat the mau5heads down, and picked up the picture, and looked at it. I smirked, and instantly shredded that picture of us. While i was doing it, i felt a weight being lifted off my shoulders. It was such a relief. I threw the pieces down on the floor, and walked out the door, forgetting my other two mau5heads, and started laughing uncontrollably. Bob gave me a look, as i got in his car, still giggling like a school girl.

"What made you so happy all the sudden?" He asked me.

I shook my head smiling, and replied "I simply let go of the past my friend." i smiled at him.

Bob gave me a high five, and said "Good on You, Joel!" and drove off.

Letting go of Kat and I seemed easier than i thought it would be. I feel so much better. I did something that i havent done in awhile. I got on my twitter, and Posted "Feeling Happier Than Normal.. :)" And tweeted it. I relaxed, and tried to doze off. I needed to get sleep.