Not Quite Mine
Nate Archibald was never completely mine. No.
It was always Blair, Nate, and Serena. She was always tagged along at the end of everything we did. It's not like I don't love her, I do, but it's whenever Nate looks at her with those eyes. Longing? Yes that's it. He looks at her like he's losing a part of him every time she goes. So really I've came to the conclusion that he will never be truly mine. I will always have to share him. And I think that maybe, just maybe he wants me sometimes like he wants her. With her long goldenwavybeautiful hair as opposed to my brownstraghitproper locks. Maybe I will never be as extraordinary as her. But I can hope for my nightinshingingarmor to come with me and just want me. Maybe it won't be Nate. Hell, it probably will never be Nate. But just this once as he watches her go, then turns back to me with a look of "ok- she's-gone-it's-Blair's-turn"; I know that for once when she isn't here, he just may be mine. Even if only for an hour or two.
Ok so this was actually really bad. You don't even have to review. If you want to feel free… this is what happens when your up at 3. a.m hyped up on sweets. So if you want to review click that little button right under my rant!