Jeanette miller looked up at the sky from the tree she was sitting under. She, her sisters, and the chipmunks had gotten older and were now 15 except Eleanor and Theodore, who were 14. She was writing in her diary about…..someone. She sighed, "Why can't I just tell him how I feel?"

She closed her diary and got up, she needed to be getting home, it was getting dark. She took out her iPod and put on it shuffle. The songs that played all seemed to describe her and Simon. And how she felt around him or without him. :

Everywhere to me by Michelle Branch.

Chemicals React by Aly & AJ.

Battlefield by Jordin Sparks.

dON't fORgET by Demi Lavato.

I'd lie by Taylor Swift.

I'm just the girl next door by Saving Jane.

Invisible Taylor Swift.

Notice me by The Zetta Bytes.

One of Those Girls by Avril Lavinge.

Outside looking in by Jordan Pruitt.

Stand in the rain by Superchick.

Teardrops on my Guitar by Taylor Swift.

A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton.

WhEnEvEr I tHiNk AbOuT yOu by Liz Phair.

With You by Jessica Simpson.

You found me by Hilary Duff.

You belong with me by Taylor Swift.

And finally Things I'll never say by Avril Lavinge. (A/N: k sorry about all the songs I just got inspired X3 okay so pretend it was a long walk home)

She got to her house, put away her iPod, and went inside. She went up to her room to study, but she got distracted from yelling from the kitchen. "BRITTANY!!! I told you it was too much starch!"

"Well haven't we learned something, huh Ellie?"

"To listen to Ellie when in the kitchen???!!"

"Well that and not to try to teach me to cook."

Jeanette smiled to herself; Brittany had to bake a cake for the principal so she wouldn't have to go to the science club with Jeanette and Simon for a month. She had gotten in trouble…..again. She got to her room and plopped herself on her bed, she must've fallen asleep because she was awakened by Eleanor shaking her gently and saying it was time for dinner.

"Okay thanks Ellie." Jeanette said while stretching and rubbing her eyes.

"Are you okay Jeanette? You seem sad." Eleanor said with a worried expression.

"Yeah I-I'm fine." Jeanette lied.

"Well, okay." Eleanor said hesitantly. "Come down for dinner, we're having pasta."

"K, be down in a sec."Eleanor leaved and Jeanette thought about a dream she had, well it was more like a nightmare.

In the dream she had seen Simon kissing another girl. Then when she went to talk to Simon he looked at her in disgust and yelled at her for talking to him. How could she be talking to him? Why was she so ugly? Then the girl Simon had been kissing came and yelled at Jeanette again and started kissing him. Jeanette's eyes watered and she turned and ran.

That's when she was awakened by Eleanor. Not when she saw him kissing another girl. Not when she went to talk to him, but when she had been called the most horrible things by him.

"Well this must mean something." She thought to herself. "Why did the dream have to go that far? It probably means that Simon and I are never to be." Jeanette started to think about her and Simon…

"Jeanette!! Come down!! We're waiting" Screamed Brittany.

Jeanette hoped up and dashed down the stairs. "Sorry guys."

They sat down and ate the delicious dinner Eleanor prepared.

After dinner they all went to their room.

Brittany started texting, Eleanor curled on her bed reading a cooking book Theodore had given her, and Jeanette started studying. But her mind was on anything but the books. She was thinking about the dream she had. She ended up being the last one up; she put away her books and placed her glasses on a bedside table. She went to sleep, hoping she wouldn't have that dream again.