some ideas also from stolen and memoirs of a teeenage amnesiac.
so here you are!
**********Plot**********
Bella jumps off the cliff in new moon but she hits her head and forgets everything! Even Edward. And so he went to the voltori without her knowing. She couldnt stop him dying when she didnt even know he exsisted!
****prologue****
i had never felt so empty, apart of me was gone, and it was a part i no longer knew. It was as if i never knew it. And im not sure how i felt about that. i had forgotten. And this was my new life, i could never go back.
This is how i live,
because i have forgotten how i lived before.
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Dear Edward,
I had jumped off the cliff, later they told me it was because i was suffering from a deep depression, but i'm not sure. Either way i know that i'm better off now. I forgot about you, and i forgot about the pain i felt when you left.
I've always woundered what you would look like now, i imagine that before you went to italy you resembled me when they pulled me from the water. Pale, Tired and Of course like your life had ended. Except it hadn't, Only you wouldnt know that.
they told me that i would feel better if i wrote a letter to you. You see i felt kind of guilty for your death, i mean i guess it really was my fault. I shouldnt have jumped in the first place. It just made everything so much worse.
For many reasons:
I forgot everything that had happened in the last three years ( well thats what amnesia does to you, It makes you forget.)
Charlie had to take alot of time off work, He had to help me do alot of things. Catch up on my school stuff for one, which was hard, for both of us.
My School tried to help with that too, and i guess they did.
My friends at school welcomed me back with open arms but I think they struggled with a justing to the new 'Different' me.
M y friends down at La Push were even better. Although they had to explain ALOT to me. Emily Gave up alot of her time for me, which im very grateful for.
And then there was Jacob. Jacob was my best friend my new protector, and he would help me too. He taughtme how to drive again, and helped me when charlie couldnt.
So much changed in that little time space. I wounder many times what would happen if i didn't jump. Would you have still died? would i have become the person i am?
But most importantly Alice. Of cource i only found out who she was after she had gone. But still she seemed lovely. I'm sure we were great friends like she said.
I dont really have much else to write, Only i guess that i'm happy now. Im with Jacob and the wolves, You knew about them. I know you did.
Because you didnt take every thing from me and neither did the jump. I still have the pictures, I found my things under the floorboard. I listened to the CD. You were a beautiful composer, I only wish i remembered watching you play.
I'm sure you loved me very much, because it takes alot to do what you did. To leave me so i would be protected. And then to die to be with me.
One day i'll join you there, wherever you are. But for now i happy as i am.
I'm going to finish this letter now, I know you will never read it. Howerever I had to write it, for both of us. I'm terribly sorry, I know i could have still saved you, but i know longer knew you.
I guess we didn't get a chance.
But it was ment to be that way, if not you would be sat next to me right now.
Goodbye Edward,
Bella.
Thats it now for this story, it would have been an amazing story but it got to complicated for me and i get bored easily. but i hoped you liked that anyway!