A/N Hello all! This is just a little one-shot I wrote in honor of OCDJen's birthday! We all know she loves a little angst, but I'm a HEA kind of girl so she will just have to deal!
Happy Birthday, DMT! Hope you have a great day!
This story is a combination of my favorite show "Queer as Folk" and "Twilight".
Disclaimer: I don't own either but if I ever got my hands on Gale Harold..well…..look out!
As I walked around my loft waiting for Jasper to arrive, the butterflies were swirling around in my stomach. I couldn't believe that I, Edward Cullen, lover extraordinaire, was nervous about having sex with my boyfriend, Jasper. I had been with hundreds of guys in my time, and never had the same guy twice. Dating wasn't something I did. I wasn't into romance and I certainly didn't believe in that thing called love. All I believed in was fucking. It was fast and efficient and everyone left a satisfied customer.
In college, I went on one date and ended up shagging the waiter in the stock room leaving my date alone at the table. Needless to say, there was no second date and I hadn't been on another date since. At least that's how it was until I met Jasper. Why Jasper was different was something I couldn't explain, even to myself. From the minute I set eyes on him, I knew he would rock my world, and he did. He completely turned my life around. My philosophy of "no repeats, no dates, no saying I love you" went out the window the day I met Jasper.
On the day we met, he told me he was a virgin. I was shocked upon hearing that because not only was he twenty-three, but he was also drop dead gorgeous with a killer body. I couldn't believe a guy like him hadn't been snatched up before now. He then explained how he had only recently come out of the closet so he was pretty naive in all things sexual. We connected immediately upon meeting, and had been in love and inseparable ever since. As our relationship grew, I was determined to be the one to take his virginity and to show him the pleasures of having a physical relationship with someone you loved. The past month had been full of fun and pleasurable "lessons" for Jasper with me being his teacher. Tonight was the night, the culmination of all of our lessons, as Jasper had finally come to the conclusion that he was ready to have sex. With all of my experience, the thought of being with Jasper made me feel like this was my first time too. And in a way it was, as it would be the first time I made love to someone.
I jumped when the doorbell rang. Buzzing the intercom, I told him, "Get your sexy ass up here!" My voice was full of bravado that I did not feel. I couldn't believe how nervous I was. My sexual prowess was legendary. Guys tripped over themselves to give me a blow job in the back room of the clubs, yet I was acting like a teenage girl on prom night. My gay friends were up in arms at the thought of me being off the market. They were upset that I spent all my time with Jasper instead of clubbing with them. I tried going out with them and bringing Jasper along, but it hadn't worked out. Everywhere we went guys were hitting on me, and him, and didn't want to take no for an answer. It got to the point where the both of us just didn't want to go out anymore. I hadn't tricked once since the night Jasper and I met and, if things continued the way I hoped, I wouldn't trick ever again. My mind was reeling with these thoughts. I couldn't believe that I, the guy who laughed at those who made commitments to each other, was looking forward to being monogamous.
The loft door slid open and there he stood, the man who tamed Edward Cullen. "Hey there, sexy." I said smirking at him. "Are you coming or going?"
"Definitely coming, and hopefully more than once." He said sliding the door closed behind him.
He looked delectable, as usual, and I couldn't wait to get my hands on him. "Jasper, are you sure you want to go ahead with this?" I asked.
"Edward, come on! How many times are you going to ask me the same question? You must have asked me a hundred times between last night and now. Yes, I am sure I want to do this." He shook his head in frustration.
"Okay. I just want to make sure, that's all. This is a big step and I want to make sure that everything is perfect for you." My excitement was getting the best of me. I felt like a little kid in a candy store.
"Well, cut it out. You're making me feel like a child that doesn't know their own mind." Jasper's voice was laced with frustration. "I know that this experience will be perfect. With you, it could be nothing less."
"I just want to make sure you are ready for this." He had to be completely sure because I knew that once we started, it would be hard for me to stop as I have wanted him so badly and for so long.
"I know that, Edward. Believe me, everything is peachy, okay? I'm ready to lose my virginity, and I want, no need, you to be the one."
"Okay, Jasper. I believe you." And I did with all my heart, a heart I didn't even know I had until he came along. "Did you want something to drink? Or eat?" I asked him in an effort to delay the inevitable and give myself a chance to calm down.
"No on the drink, but I might say yes to the eating part. It depends on whether or not you are on the menu." He replied with a big smile and a wink.
"I'm on the menu alright, but just as an appetizer or dessert. You, my friend, are the main course." He laughed out loud when I said that. His laugh was infectious and I couldn't help but laugh with him. When the laughter died down, the mood turned serious.
Jasper moved closer to me and pressed a soft kiss to my lips. The slightest touch of his lips to mine was enough to cause my dick to harden. We continued kissing as I moved us towards my bedroom. Once there, I lifted Jasper's shirt off of him and threw it on the floor. Throwing him back on the bed, my mouth found his nipple and I began to lick and suck it. Jasper's moans filled the room and I could feel his arousal pressing against my thigh. Moving over to his other nipple, I continued my kissing and sucking. Jasper fisted his hands in my hair and bucked his hips up against me. I kissed him, probing his mouth with my tongue. There was something about the way Jasper tasted that made me crazy. It was a mix of coffee and mint and something that was pure Jasper. He pushed my shirt off my shoulders and pulled my t-shirt over my head. Leaving a trail of kisses down his neck and chest, I made my way all the way down to his happy trail. Unsnapping his pants, I pulled them off to find that Jasper was going commando. He was so hard. My heart started racing, my palms were sweaty, and my breath was coming out in pants. His glorious dick was rock hard and oozing precum. Unable to control myself, I licked his head cleaning it up.
"Fuck Edward! You keep doing shit like that and I'm not going to make it to the main event." He gasped. It took everything in me not to cum right then.
"It's okay, babe. Let me do this for you to relax you. It'll be easier if you are already warmed up." I smirked at him. He just rolled his eyes at me looking delicious, as usual.
Dipping my tongue into his slit caused him to thrust his hips up at me. I put one hand on his hip to hold him down. "Hmm, Jasper. You taste delicious." Taking his dick into my mouth, I bobbed my head up and down. I alternated between sucking it in deep and running my tongue up and down his length. Jasper was moaning continuously tossing his head from side to side. Wrapping my hand around the base of his dick, I moved it in time with my mouth. He arched his back to push himself deeper into my mouth, and I accepted him. Letting him fuck my mouth, I moaned at the wondrous feeling. He put his fingers lightly in my hair to brace himself.
"Oh, shit, Edward. That feels so good. I'm not gonna last long." I sucked hard, and I could tell he was close to the brink. I took my hand off his hip and reached down to cup his balls. Rolling them gently through my fingers, I sucked him in so deep he hit the back of my throat. "Fuck! I gonna cum!" He yelled, while thrusting his hips up and down erractically.
He came then, shooting hot spurts of cum down my throat. I swallowed it all. After I licked him clean, I finally let his softening cock slip from my mouth. He picked up his head to look at me. He had the biggest shit eating grin on his face.
"Was that good, baby?" I asked while licking my lips suggestively.
"Felt so good." He moaned. "You're a bad boy."
"Sorry, babe, I just couldn't resist." I teased while smirking at him. He frowned at me annoyed because he was at my mercy and he knew it. I gazed down at him. A naked Jasper was an amazing sight, and I couldn't believe this amazing man was mine. Aside from the gorgeous curly blond hair and deep blues eyes, he had plump, pink lips, and a body to drool over.
"Like what you see?" He chuckled snapping me out of my little trance.
"You know it, babe." I answered while stripping off my boxers and jeans. My dick was already rock hard between the kissing, the blow job, and the ogling of Jasper's body so it was standing at attention. "Can't you tell?" I joked. Climbing back on the bed, I situated myself between Jasper's legs and gave him a deep kiss. Pulling back from him so I could see his face, I grabbed ahold of his legs and lifted them up. "I'm going to put them on my shoulders, okay?" He nodded. "This will make it easier for me to prepare you, and penetrate you." I could feel Jasper tense up when I said the word penetrate. "Don't worry, Jasper. I won't hurt you." He visibly relaxed and gave me a soft smile.
"Um, Edward?" He stammered. I gave him a nod motioning for him to continue. "Well, way back in high school we had a lecture about safe sex and I was wondering..." He trailed off.
"No wondering necessary, Jasper. You may have had a lecture in school, but now you are going to have a demonstration." I reached over, grabbed the condom and ripped open the package with my teeth. I handed it to Jasper. "Go ahead, put it on me." He took the condom, but hesitated. "Come on now, slip it on my dick." I lifted myself up on my hands to give him better access to my rock hard dick. I could feel his hands shaking as he slipped the condom on me. I picked up the bottle of lube and squirted some on my fingers, and on his ass.
"Wow!" He yelped as he jumped alittle on the bed. "That's cold!"
"It'll warm up." I promised him as I slid one of my fingers down to his puckered hole and caressed it. His body tensed again when he felt my finger press through his tight ring of muscles and gain entrance to his warm, wet heat. "It's okay, Jasper. I promise I'll go slow. We've done this part before. You know I won't hurt you. If I don't prepare you the right way, it will be uncomfortable for you."
"I trust you, Edward." And I could tell by the look in his eyes that he did.
I continued to thrust my finger in and out of him while I caressed his dick with my other hand. When I felt he was ready, I added another finger and continued to work him scissoring my fingers to loosen him up. Watching his eyes, I could see them darken and go out of focus. I knew that meant he was deep in the throes of pleasure and that's exactly where I needed him to be. Removing my fingers from his body, I placed the tip of my dick at his entrance.
"You ready, baby?" I asked him while brushing his hair off his face.
"Yes, please. I need you, Edward." He answered. He lifted his body up off the bed to kiss me. The kiss was passionate, needy and desperate all at the same time. While he was distracted by our kiss, I pressed my dick against his entrance letting just the head slip in.
"Shit, Edward!" He yelled as his body tensed up.
My body froze allowing him time to adjust to me. "Are you okay, Jasper? I'll stop if you want."
"Don't you dare! I'm fine, just go slow, okay?" I could feel his body slowly start to relax.
Nodding my head, I proceeded to press myself inside of him inch by inch. Jasper turned his head from side to side and moaned incoherently the whole time. When I was finally fully inside him, I stopped. "How do you feel?"
"Weirdly full, but good." He rasped out during deep breaths.
"Great. I'm going to try moving now, okay?" Jasper nodded his head in agreement. Pulling out just a little bit, I had to laugh when he moaned and closed his eyes. "Feel good, Jasper?"
"Fuck yes, Edward! More, please." He begged.
Complying with his wishes, I started thrusting in and out of him at a slow, steady pace. "I want you to always remember this so no matter who you are ever with, I will be there." I continued stroking his dick, rubbing my finger over the tip to wipe the precum that was oozing out of his slit. Jasper was moaning and fisting the sheets as I continued to fuck him. No not fuck him, make love to him for the first time. I couldn't believe how incredible it felt being inside of him. With all of the men I had been with, none of them had ever felt as good as Jasper did. While inside of him I felt complete, satisfied, and as if I were finally where I truly belonged. More determined than ever to please him, I angled my hips a little to try to hit his sweet spot. After a couple of thrusts, Jasper screamed out, "Holy shit, Edward!" and I knew I found it.
Continuing to thrust at that angle so I hit his prostate every time, I increased my pace. The familiar coil in my stomach was starting to build and I knew I would be cumming soon. Being inside of Jasper for the first time was so incredible that it was killing my staying power. This was a problem I had never encountered with anyone else. Being with Jasper was causing my body to react in ways I never thought possible before. I closed my eyes to enjoy the powerful feelings coursing through me as I continued to thrust in and out of him. Jasper began raising his hips to meet mine with every thrust. He lifted himself up on his elbows and grabbed my head to kiss me. The more we kissed, the faster I thrusted into him. I couldn't believe how good it felt to be kissing Jasper and to be inside of him at the same time. The dual sensations of pleasure were making me crazy.
I could feel my dick swell inside of him. "Fuck, Jasper, baby, I'm close. Cum for me, please." I pleaded as I continued pumping his dick in time with my thrusts.
"Fuck, Edward, I'm coming, shit". His dick erupted, shooting hot cum all over our stomachs. I could feel his ass clutching around my dick. He closed his eyes and threw his head back in ecstasy. The sight of him was enough to throw me over the edge. "Oh God, Jasper!" I could feel my dick get impossibly harder before pumping my cum erratically within him. I finally stilled and looked at him. He looked beautiful, all flushed with a light sheen of sweat covering his body. His hair was all messed up and he looked throughly fucked. Which he was, by me. This thought caused my lips to break out into a big smile.
Jasper smiled back at me. "Oh baby, that was better than I could have ever imagined." He whispered. "Thank you for making my first time so memorable. I will never forget it."
I leaned over him kissing him softly. "I know baby, I feel the same. This was a memorable first time for me, too."
Jasper chuckled. "Sorry, Edward, but I know your reputation. This is far from your first time."
I repeated my thought from earlier. "You are right about that Jasper. It may not be the first time I've fucked, but it is definitely the first time I've made love."
His eyes were shining with unshed tears. "I love you, Edward, so much. I want to be with you forever, if you'll have me."
"I love you too Jasper, more than anything. You've changed me in ways I never thought possible. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, too."
How I had gotten to this point, I would never know. In a few short months I went from confirmed bachelor to a man in love. More than that, I wanted commitment which is something I had always shied away from in the past. Jasper brought my cold heart back to life and now I wanted to have it all with him. How we would manage forever was something that remained to be seen. For right now I was where I wanted to be. I was in a happy and beautiful place, and that place was in the arms of one Jasper Whitlock.
A/N 2 Hope you enjoyed it, Jen. Happy Birthday with much love from your DMT!