I don't won KHR nor do I won 3 Days Grace.
Animal I Have Become by 3 days grace.
Skull x Viper
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I can't escape this hellSo many times I've triedBut I'm still caged insideSomebody get me through this nightmareI can't control myself
Sometimes I wonder why I even joined the Varia in the first place.
I'm constantly getting death glares from Bel, I swear that Lussuria is a Pansexual, Levi is an idiotic arrogant fool, and our boss is an ass whole.
But the thing that confuses me the most is that for some reason I fell in love with an arrogant fool.
His name is Skull.
If I could tell Skull how I felt I would. But there is a couple problems with that.
1.) Were not in the same Mafia.
2.) Were enemy's.
3.) If I leave the Varia the result is death.
4.) Skull would never love me back.
5.) Skull hates me.
So what if you can see the darkest side of meNo one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal!This animal, this animal
Not many people see my emotions, and when they do I make sure they will keep there mouth shut about it.
Skull is the only person that I didn't order to pay me after he has seen me angered, and annoyed.
This isn't like me.
So why do I think like this if a hate the foolish, the stupid, the arrogant, the naive, and the jokers.
I can't escape myselfSo many times I've liedBut there's still rage insideSomebody get me through this nightmareI can't control myself
I cant count how many times that I have lied to myself about hating Skull.
Even though I love him, he makes me pissed so easily.
It feels as if I'm stuck in a bad dream, that I cant escape from.
So what if you can see the darkest side of meNo one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal I have become
In a way I cant believe that I'm in love.
It's not like me to love someone.
Love is for the week, and I know that I am defiantly not week.
Can no one see that I am in pain from you leaving me?
Help me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal
Can some one help me become the old me.
The one who hated skull.
The me who wasn't depressed.
Somebody help me through this nightmareI can't control myselfSomebody wake me from this nightmareI can't escape this hell
My world crashed down when you left.
You changed me so much that I don't even know myself any more.
My life is Hell without you.
And I don't understand why.
This animal, this animalThis animal, this animalThis animal, this animalThis animal
When you left me I felt a mix of emotion……. Anger, Depression, and Irritation.
Those emotions still remain somewhere locked up in my heart.
So what if you can see the darkest side of meNo one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal I have become
Skull. Your death still didn't help me.
It made all my confused emotions turn into regret. And now that all I can feel.
I cant believe I'm thinking like this.
Depression is for the week minded.
Anger is for fools.
But every one gets irritated
Help me find myself again please.
Help me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal!This animal I have become
The day you left us, I got pissed again.
Only that time it was much worse than when you decided to go against all the other Arcobaleno's
That anger turned to depression.
That depression made me more expressionless than I used to be.
At first I thought that your death would change me so much that, Bel would start calling me week instead of calling me a commoner.
But it took the opposite affect on me.
You made me stronger.
I know it's morbid, but if it weren't for your death I wouldn't have become my old self again.
But There is one part of me that you could never fix, even after you're death.
And that is….
How Much I Love you.
Rest In Piece Skull. That is my last wish for you.
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