Nichole: Hey everyone! Thanks for checking out my story! This is in diary form, but more romance instead of humor. Sorry to disappoint you all!

MPV: How did you drag me into this?

Nichole: You're not the only one…

Michelle: Me too….

Nichole: I can be very persuasive. Anyways this is a mix of Fire Emblem, and school life, and diary form. Diary form inspired by Ivanfanatic, Romance inspired by potter29vo, and school life inspired by Michelle of the Night.

Erk: You wrote this in Rebecca's POV??? Why not mines?

Nichole: You're too boring…

Erk: I take that as an insult…

Serra: Because I am much more better than you!!!

Sain: Not fair…

Nichole: I don't own Fire Emblem and I never will! But I do own the game Fire Emblem at home…

Day 1:

Mood: Horrible

Location: My room, where else?

My life is HORRIBLE! Just horrible, ok???? I am so thankful when Lord Uther gave me this diary to write into or else I would explode! I know I am a little bit crazy right now…ok, I admit it. I am always crazy! But not crazy enough to go out with…. SAIN! What was I thinking? I must be stupid or something…My life is OVER, ok? OVER!!! I am so stupid!!! Why me??? Why me???? Wait a second, why am I even writing in this piece of a junk???? I hate my life… Good NIGHT!

-Serra (WHO ELSE??)

Day 2:

Mood: Better, still not happy though

Location: My room

Sorry about the comment about piece of a junk yesterday…but I am really in a bad mood at that time. My problems are so many I cannot even start to begin with…let's see. Since I never fully introduced myself, maybe I should do that first. My name is Serra. I am a teenager at the age of 15, a student of Elibe High School which is run under the eyes of Principal Athos, you know the old man who cares what grades students should get and all that. I am also a cleric outside of school. There are many reasons why my life is so horrible and it mostly revolves around Sain. Sain is nice and good-looking and all, but he flirts to every girl he sees! Furthermore…Oh shoot, Lord Uther is complaining from outside my locked room that I should pray the following three hours instead of writing in this. I'll show him!

Hah! I threw this diary at him a moment ago, he didn't look too happy but at least, he left me alone. Lord Uther is always acting like a father to me, just because I don't have one. I am an orphan and was raised in this home. I don't need a father to raise me straight. I am doing very well by myself, thank you. I can predict that any moment now, Oswin, my roommate, will come in and give me a lecture like he's my older brother or something about how I should treat Lord or Father Uther with more care and respect and all that. Now about Sain…the first problem includes my three best friends…Great, Oswin barely enter my room…here comes the lecture. Be right back!

-Serra

Still Day 2:

Mood: Worst, wish to kill Oswin

Location: Still in my room

I tried to throw this diary at Oswin, but didn't work. I never knew he had such fast reflexes. Anyways, he came in and starts giving me a lecture that Lord Uther treats me like a daughter and I should show more respect towards people who care for me. I said that I do it again if he doesn't shut up. Of course, Oswin didn't take that too well and starts threatening me that if I don't behave, he will set me up in a room with Hector. This shut my big mouth. No way am I staying in a room with Hector. Hector is my other roommate and who happens to be Lord Uther's younger brother. If Lord Uther wants to be my dad so much, does this make Hector my uncle????

Serra, Serra, you should lose those unwelcome thoughts. This is the more reason why Lord Uther is not my father. Anyways about my current problems at school, Sain is very nice and very good-looking and all, but he flirts with every girl he sees which pisses me off. Second of all, I don't love him. The one I love and always love is Erk. How long did I love him? ALL MY LIFE! Erk always been in my dreams, he always been in my head for the last two years. Anyways, you would think I'm stupid for not dumping this guy already, but actually it's not that easy. There are many reasons why too, to prove my case.

First of all, I am not the type of girl in which boys just fall in love with or in other words, popular. Boys tend to stay away from me actually. They claimed that I am too noisy and careless and too annoying. What about me am annoying??? I have nice hips, well-done haircut, and everything a girl have! So why don't boys like me????

Second, Sain somehow got me to say "Yes" to him when he asked me out. He had been sending me anonymous love letters and poems ever since the first week of our second year at Elibe High School. I was starting to like whoever was sending me these love poems and stuff and wished with all my heart that the person was Erk. But when that day came, it turned out to be Sain. And I said, "Yes". I felt sorry for Sain though. All the girls say no to him and I just wanted to make him feel better. I regret it now for it made me feel worst.

Third, I need to fit in with all my three best friends. They all have boyfriends; actually most of the girls at my school have boyfriends except for the freshmen. Even some of the freshmen girls have boyfriends already! I am such a loner. Oh yeah…I never properly introduced my three best friends either… Here goes!

My first best friend is Rebecca and her boyfriend, Raven. To tell you the truth, I think Raven is a bit too quiet and always have a scowl on his face. He creeps me out and he never smiles much either. I cannot imagine anyone not smiling!!! Everyone should be happy for Elimine's sake! To be honest, I don't know what Rebecca sees in him. Maybe because he is handsome but that doesn't mean you should go out with someone like that! But there is something I do noticed though, even though everyone thinks I never notice anything that he feels more relax around my best friend, Rebecca. I guess they make a good couple, after all, as long as they're both happy and Rebecca is still my best friend, then I'm happy.

My other best friend is Nino and her boyfriend, Jaffar. Another thing I don't get, another guy who never smiles. What happen to all the cheerful people nowadays??? Rebecca and Nino are both cheerful people who like people not so cheerful. What's up with that? Unlike Raven, Jaffar is way older than Nino. Jaffar is already in college and working on some degree. Jaffar creeps me out as well, but Nino loves him so I don't hate him either. Nino is only a freshman, but already have a college boyfriend. This I have to admire. Nino is the only freshman that is actually popular in the entire school. For one thing, she has her own radio station called Nino Answers. And also, she is always happy and nice to everyone including the teachers. She can get any boy she wants in school, but I know she will never break up with Jaffar.

My last best friend is Florina and her boyfriend, Hector. No doubt I hated this. Hector hogs the internet all day and chat with Florina online since Florina is more comfortable talking online than on the phone. Florina is not a social person as you might think. She is very uncomfortable around men, but after much stalking, the two are going out. Of course, I cannot keep the credit to myself, but I did help the two get together after much pressure from Rebecca. So, let's see…my annoying evil roommate is going out with my beautiful young gentle gal friend, what a perfect match! I would break them up somehow by now if it wasn't for Rebecca and Nino giving me warning looks. I swear Nino and Rebecca get along so well that they have made a club in school about making necklaces. This is absolutely stupid to me though. Where do you get jewelry? The store! Not in school. But since I'm their best friend, I join the dull club.

Fourth reason why I can't dump Sain is because for some odd reason, he is better at World History than me. Also, the history teacher is very stupid and very boring so he never notices anything. This means cheating. I know cheating is bad, but I am already failing geometry, no way am I failing World History as well. Two fails means repeat the grade over. NO WAY am I repeating 10th grade!!! So things are bad and at bad times so I must copy Rebecca's history hw and cheat off of Sain in class since none of my other best friends are in that same class. I never get caught, so I am barely getting a C in World History. So you see…if I dump Sain, I will be miserable…Sain will be miserable…I will be completely single again and be a 7th wheel to my friends…and I will fail World History.

It's getting late, and I still haven't finish my geometry HW…I am definitely failing this class…I need help, but Nino was in Algebra, Rebecca is in Trigonometry (believe it or not, she cooks, she makes necklaces, she reads romance novels and she is getting A's in her math classes), Florina is also in Trigonometry (don't know, but I know Hector isn't really good at math and she is helping him with Geometry instead of me… what a nice best friend I have), and Sain is taking Algebra (really good at History, but sucks at math, who can blame him?). Of course, I could call Jaffar but probably he wouldn't even answer me. Raven is another option, but I am not taking that chance. Well, anyways goodnight!!!

Day 3:

Mood: Ok I guess

Location: Lunch tables

Today, school was ok I guess. Usually in school, I would have P.E. first in the morning. P.E. I am usually average at, not good or bad. Worst, Hector is in that class and he is the athletic one in our house and he always make fun of me how I look like in P.E shorts. I know I look UGLY, but don't have to rub it in. Luckily though, Rebecca is also in that class. Rebecca and I always pair up in teams, she is not so good in sport as well but I can at least play soccer. Rebecca cannot play soccer. She is really bad at kicking the ball. This is what happened at P.E. today:

"Rebecca, quit hogging the ball!!! Kick it to me!!! Look out, Matthew is on your tail!!!" shouted Hector from the side to Rebecca as she struggles to keep the ball right.

"I am not hogging the ball!!! I could make this shot if I wanted to!!!" Rebecca cried out as she kicked the ball hard towards the goal. That would have been a good shot…if only she didn't kick it sideways….

So now the ball was kicked sideways and Rebecca barely realizes that and ran after the ball. No one notices the ball slip away from the jade hair girl except for Hector and I. Hector ran over to get the ball in our team's possession again but Rebecca got there first and gave another hard kick. She made a GOAL! On the wrong side of the field…

Now, Hector and the other team captain, Eliwood, were arguing if the point should count or not. Hector exclaimed that since Rebecca is in his team, the point did not count. Eliwood argued that since Rebecca made a point for their team, it should count. The two were arguing back and forth when the rest of the team just left for the locker rooms. Inside, all the girls were dressing out of their P.E. clothes and into their usual clothes. I am so thankful we don't have to wear uniforms like most high schools. There were many girls I recognized in the locker rooms. Of course there was Rebecca, my best friend who immediately grabbed one of her books to read…romance or cooking I guess, Fiora, Florina's older sister and always serious…of course she gets A's and stuff, Lyn, Eliwood's girlfriend with no sense of fashion…that means no jewelry but she's still cool and athletic as well, and there is Karla, really calm and sensitive and another pretty girl in which boys chase after but she ignores all attention.

Geometry is what I have next, the only subject in which none of my best friends are in. Raven is also in this class and also, Ursula. I hate Ursula. She is one of those popular cheerleader in which makeup is everything and very conceded. She has this big dislike for me and I had the same dislike for her. So we never get along and thank goodness my Geometry teacher knows that and not pressure us with any group projects. But just my luck, she sits right next to me and her locker as well. I hate Ursula.

My third period is Health. Health is a usual interesting class in which the teacher doesn't care a single thing what students do as long as they pass their exams. Oswin is in this class with me as well as Lucius, the monk in which everyone thought was a female the first day of school. I felt sorry for Lucius since it's been two years already and some random male would still mistaken Lucius as a chick and ask him out. Lucius got used to it, I guess. Nino is in this class as well. She is extremely good at Science and skipped a class and end up in the same class as me. I wonder if I should be upset that she is a year younger than me and ending up in the same Health class as me or happy that she can help me out with Health. Either way, I hope it's for the better. Someone send me a note from the front. It's from Nino. She asked me if I can eat lunch with her, Jaffar, Florina, Hector, Rebecca, and Raven and I can bring Sain as well. I quickly scribbled:

"Ok, I better tell Sain though. How is Erk doing?" I decided to ask Nino that as I passed the note up. Pent and Louise, Erk's so-call parents, decided to leave their gigantic house for rent for students and Nino happened to be one of those students. So Nino and Erk were as close as brothers and sisters. Nino probably sees Erk every single day and I am always jealous of how she cannot see a hot guy by her side and cannot even see it.

Oswin noticed me passing the note as he gently shook his head in disappointment. I swear if he keeps treating me like a younger sister, I will hit him as soon as we go home no matter what Lord Uther says. Nino wrote back to me, but the bell rang for the end of third period and the start walking to fourth already. Nino walked up to me and smiled sweetly.

"Erk is doing very well. He had began a Book Club, and now the president of that book club. He is doing very well in Algebra 2 and Health as well." Nino said as she rushed over to walk with Lucius to their next gym class together. I sighed. Typical Erk, already in Algebra 2 while I am still stuck in Geometry. I wonder what Nino will say if she knew I had a crush on her "brother". It might devastate her a lot. And here comes Sain, walking me to my next class English.

English was pretty much the same today. Sain is in that class as well as Lyndis, Heath, Matthew, Florina, and Karla. English is the class in which I call my "naptime" as I took my usual nap as the teacher read a book about how dragons can't fight man, or whatever she said since I was sleeping. I am thankful that Heath sits right next to me and wakes me up when it's almost time to leave so I can copy down my HW for the night. English is easy. Do your HW, you get an A. Yay!

Now, I am sitting on a lunch table with Rebecca, Raven, Nino, Sain, Florina, and Lucius. The first thing I noticed was why Lucius was sitting with us, but I decided not to ask since Raven was giving me evil glares all over for some odd reason. Rebecca was eating her usual bologna sandwich with the usual "no-cheese and more tomatoes than usual". Raven, Sain, Florina, and Nino were the usual meat eaters with chicken or whatever they ate that could make me barf. At least, Lucius appreciates my love for vegetables and fruits and eat no meat. But maybe because he's a monk. Sain was trying to give me a kiss again, but I moved my head just in time that a bunch of my pink hair got into his mouth. Nino just giggled at this as Raven gave his usual scowl. If I had time, I write later

-Serra

Day 4:

Mood: Mad, angry

Location: On my bed at home

Today was the day I am supposed to eat lunch with my best friends and their boyfriends and Sain, who is my boyfriend for the moment. But things didn't turn out to be what we expected, at least for me that is. I can recall everything so clearly:

Lord Uther was being nice to me today and drove me over to Nino's (or Pent and Louise's but whatever) house. Lord Uther told me that he understood how I feel and that I am a very energetic teenager that needed time to think about her problems. I felt really assure and thanked him. I am still not admitting him as my so-call "Father" since I don't feel right about it. I walked inside and passed through Erk's door. I can smell the fresh scent of man from his room as I knocked on Nino's room. Nino opened the door happily and pulled me inside.

Everyone was already there waiting for me. Sain immediately hugged me when I went in. I felt really awkward but no matter, I still gave him a little hug back and looking around nervously as if Erk was in the room. We headed out to Subway nearby to have lunch that day and then headed over to the mall for some shopping. For one thing, a World History project is coming up and we must all buy supplies except for Jaffar, who just came because of Nino. We ate quickly and headed over to the mall for shopping.

Just my luck, my partner is Sain. Another reason why I cannot break up with him yet, we always needed each other to work on these projects. Rebecca is working with Florina, Nino is working with Nils (this kid with crimson eyes which creeps everyone out, even thought he's kind of cute in a little boy kind of way), Raven is working with Lyndis, and Hector is working with Eliwood. Sain, Nino, Jaffar, and I decided to head over to the Creation section first to buy our boards and stuff.

We were just looking over some of the boards and markers when Erk walked in the store as well. I felt my heart beat faster. But then, he wasn't going alone by himself. Priscilla followed after him. She looked really pretty in her new outfit outside of school and they were walking together to look at some other posters away from Sain and I. Serra never knew he was going out with Priscilla.

"Nino, I thought he never goes outside the house unless emergency." I whispered to Nino as she shrugged.

"I don't know…Maybe this is an emergency…" Nino started saying when I look at her suspiciously.

"He's going out with Priscilla, isn't he???" I demanded but Nino shook her head immediately.

"No they're not." Nino replied with not much confident.

"Nino, why is he outside his house? He's taking her out to the mall…That's the only explanation." I said again and started walking. I was so concentrated on Erk, that I didn't noticed Sain standing in front of me as I fall over his foot and into him. I fell hard on his chest while we both fall down, knocking some posters. Erk looked over at the sound and noticed me and Sain on the ground.

I felt a hand pulling me up lightly while I felt sick to my stomach. My mouth was filled with blood. I accidentally bite my tongue. I looked up to see Erk pulling me up to my feet while Sain immediately helped me over the nearest doctor. I felt embarrassed. So embarrassed. Priscilla was also there to see me make a fool of myself. Why is love so complicated??? Why did Erk have to be nice and help me up??? Now I made a big fool of myself. It's getting late so I am going to end this entry here.

-Serra

Nichole: Please review! This is my first fanfic, so please be nice….

Michelle: Good job Nichole!

MPV: You used lots of my stuff you know…

Nichole: Yeah, like the book club thing? Well, I was inspired by your fanfics to write this in the first place…

MPV: Now that you put it that way…

Nichole: Anyways, hope you enjoyed it!