the first chap is kinda boring but itll get better.

Disclaimer: I don't own anyone! Or else I'd be all over gaara……..but u didnt need to kno that eh? Neways on with the story!

Chapter 1

'Naruto. What do most people think of when they hear that name? An annoying, loud, clumsy, dead-last idiot. But that's not the real me, only on the outside am I like that.' thought Naruto.

Sitting in the living room, he was listening to some music in his stereo. Naruto let out a deep sigh and leaned his head back against the wall. Opening his eyes, with his head still against the wall, he glanced around the so-called apartment he lived in. A small table for two, only one of the chairs was usable. The kitchen consisted of an oven, stove, a counter, and a fridge; the stove was the only thing that worked and the counters were stacked high with packets of instant ramen.

Naruto grimaced, he didn't really like ramen, he could almost say he hated it but it was the cheapest thing to buy and he didn't have any money anyway.

The living room had a small tattered couch and a huge stereo, next to that was a big stack of CDs. Down the hall was a small bathroom, with only a shower and his room. With no washer or dryer he had to wash all his clothes by hand in the sink.

His room was generally bare except for a few books and CDs littering the floor, a small closet, a desk near a shabby bed, and his most prized possessions, his computer. It was one of the only things he took form his room when he moved out of his parent's house, the other thing he got was his stereo and CDs.

Letting out another sigh, he got up and headed to the bathroom. He stared at his reflection, messy golden hair, baby blue eyes, and tan skin, he smiled; yeah that's how everyone saw him but didn't anyone see that his eyes weren't smiling? Didn't they see the pain, the hurt, the hatred?

He then headed to his room and got ready for school, after his morning routine, he skipped breakfast and headed to school. When the school came into view he changed into his usual self. He ran onto the school grounds and headed straight to Sakura.

"Sakura-chan!" he said running over to give her a hug but when he got near she punched him, knocking him onto the ground, "Itai! Sakura-chan that hurt!"

"Naruto will you stop bothering me? I-don't-like-you, I will never like you. No one likes you, you know that? Your so annoying, I hate you!" she and her other friends walked away laughing.

Naruto stayed on the grass, holding his cheek, where she hit him, stunned. Letting out a chuckle he slowly got up, 'Yeah, I already know that Sakura, I know that so well.'

Hae then walked into school, weaving in and out of the crowd, finally he got to his locker. He stood in front of his locker with his head leaning against I, he let out an annoyed sigh. Naruto then turned and walked out of school. For the next few days, he stayed at home, never going out, except at night. After a lot of thinking he decided to go back to school, but not as his usual self, no he would go as his true self.

Meanwhile Hinata got home from another hellish day at school, for the whole time she waited to go home, to her salvation. All she want to do was go into her room but no, her father decided that at that moment he needed to yell at her and tell her how worthless she is. Her dad is a perfectionist, everything has to be orderly and at the best, just like Neji, the genius of the family Him and Neji can be perfect people, living perfect lives together.

After his yelling-session is done, she head to my room and lock the door. Letting out a sigh, she slided down the floor, 'Finally, sweet, sweet salvation.'

Then she gets up and walks over to her desk and sits down, putting on huge headphones, she blasts some music, "I push my fingers into my mind, it's the only thing that slowly stops the ache" Sitting down in her desk she opened her drawer and took out a container, opening it she took out a razor.

Slowly she put the cold steel against her warm wrist. Smiling bitterly she pressed down, a small trickle of blood came out, she let out a sigh. Pulling the blade across her arm she made a thin long line, finally satisfied she put the blade away and watched the blood coming from her arm. Letting out an irritated sigh she went outside for a walk. For some reason she was pissed off, normally after cutting herself she would be ok again but this time she wasn't totally satisfied.

She walked over to a park and sat on the swing, for how long she sat there she didn't know; eventually she got up and started to walk home. Looking down at the ground she was lost in thought when she bumped into someone,

"Hey! Watch where you going idi-" Hinata's eyes widened when she saw who she had bumped into.

"Sorry." the boy mumbled and continued on.

Hinata just nodded and stared after him, he had the blondest hair she had ever seen and the most beautiful blue eyes ever. She felt lost as she stared into those blue orbs but she saw under those eyes was a hidden sadness, which made Hinata think they looked more beautiful and delicate.

'I wonder who he was.' She thought. The next few days she couldn't concentrate in school, she was thinking about the blue-eyed boy. Later that night she resolved that when she saw him again she would apologize and try to get to know him better. Smiling to herself, she went to sleep.

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