Hi! This is a small writing about Matatagi's dark side that I wrote during the break at school in my Iphone.

Matatagi becomes pretty dark recently so I thought it would be like this. This is not really a story but Matatagi's dark side thinking.

This is in Matatagi's POV! Sorry if it too short but hope you will enjoy.


People cannot be trusted.

Nothing will be good even if I trust them.

The people I met were all like that.

At first, we got along well.

But as soon as gossip came, they knew about the rumor and believed in it.

After that, everything changed.

They all distrusted me.

They all looked at me with disdain.

They all treated me like an outcast.

They all distanced themselves from me.

To me, it was a very natural thing.

"I trust you."

They said that kind of good words.

But then what happened?

They betrayed their own words.

Over and over.

It was always like that.

In the end, people can never understand each other.

Then from the first place,

Why should we trust each other?

Why should we believe each other?

That kind of trusting thing is just a useless effort.

An unbreakable bond is so nonsense.

Friendship is just like a small moment of hope to despair.

People's heart is so light.

So light and easily change.

Selfish and do what they think is right for them.

"People can never truly understand each other anyway. So you just get along well with them on the surface."

I have thought like that.

Even now, it still the same.

From the first place, I should have done this way.

Take a step in deeper will not change anything.

Because in the end, the only person you can trust...

Is yourself.


That's all! If any of you think I make Matatagi a bit too dark then please forgive me -_-

I just write this out of killing time.