Yes, in the middle of everything I'm writing a Doctor Who fic. I am really obsessed with Doctor & Rose so here we go!
Don't own Doctor Who, but wish.. Yet my story :)
A/N: Well just so you know I kind of have a hate-love relationship to River.. I can't let go of the Doctor and Rose so.. But no worries! I will be kind to her :)
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even thought going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what get's me..
What hurt the most was being so close
And having so much to say and watching you walk away
And never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.
- Rascal Flatt-What hurt the most-
3 Times a Charm
This day was like any other day. Chased by aliens.. threatened to death and some place along the way he got his fez lost, again..
Yep, a completely normal day. With the Ponds safely sleeping in the TARDIS , he got plenty time for himself. But that was the problem, he needed to be busy. Or else he would start to think about her, and he had found that when his brain was restless, it often taught about her. And he had made that a big NO after finding himself crying by remembering Bad Wolf Bay. He had become to be somewhat of a mushy wreck. And he had no taught of going further down that road.
So there he sat by the controls and tried to keep his mind on other things. He was supposed to be a genius but for some reason he couldn't think of any way to make him self better or happier. When he found the Ponds his mind told him; take them with you, while his acing hearts screamed; NO!
Well, he always went with his head first.. never stopped to look back and in the end he always got his hearts broken. But there's always a first time for everything. This time it seemed that when he taught about it the idea to take a married couple on the TARDIS , it wasn't as bright as it was then. He only found himself more hurt by seeing what he never ever could have. A life, married, with a child.. and it hurt so bad. But somewhere deep inside he only wished that she was happy.