CHAPTER 1

It was past midnight, the lights were bright and the moon was big. The only noises Kurt could hear was the small buzzing of far off traffic and the slight snoring of Rachel sleeping in the next room. He had been up this late for the past month, he couldn't stop thinking. Thinking about Blaine and how he just wanted to hold him and kiss him, but he couldn't not now and probably not ever. Not after what he did.

{EARLIER THAT MONTH}

"Blaine!" Kurt said as he opened the door to see his short handsome boyfriend standing there with a large bouquet of red roses. They hadn't seen each other since winter break (not including their skype dates) so he had been very excited to see him.

Kurt let him in, before Kurt could speak he felt Blaine's warm bodt against his and all he could do was relax in his embrace, they wanted to stay like this forever.

Blaine hugged tighter with tears in his eyes. Like he was scared of what was coming next. Kurt tried to calm him but it was no use at that point Blaine was crying and he couldn't stop it even if wanted to.

After five to ten minutes of silent hugs, soft kisses and tears Blaine broke the silence saying "let's go for lunch, just you and me." Kurt nodded and wiped the tears off of Blaine's red tinted cheeks, and then he kissed him once more. Blaine loved the feeling of Kurt being close to him it made him feel safe and loved.

They ended up going go to a café on the corner of the street and they took the subway to time square. The quieter it was the more awkward it was so they just kept finding things to talk about.

At around 6:30 they arrived back to the apartment. They were starting to get hungry again since they had lunch at 2:00, but they had plans to go to a roller skating diner for dinner with Rachel. It had a huge karaoke night every Saturday.

It was busier than they thought but it was still fun. "let's go do a duet, Rachel!" said Rachel's new friend as they were dancing right by the table Kurt and Blaine were sitting at. Rachel replied immediately and then they left.

Next thing Kurt and Blaine knew they were making out in the back of a taxi cab. After Rachel did that duet with her friend they couldn't find her so they decided to leave early, they found a taxi very easily. They hopped in and then one thing lead to another and here they were.

They payed the taxi driver and he left. There they were holding hands walking up to the apartment. Kurt couldn't stand it any longer he had to know why Blaine was crying earlier.