Here's a tiny look into Kikyo's mind. I think I wrote this very very well. Read and review please.
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I'm dead. I'm alive. I'm not sure what I am. A miko. A demon. A lost soul just searching for her place in this world. My name is Kikyo and I'm a beast. A horrid woman with so much sin. I've done so very much that I must surely be condemned to hell.
I once loved, though that is hard to believe. I loved a hanyou. His name was Inu Yasha. I loved him with all my heart. Though I always had that tiny bit of doubt. I tried to ignore it, but it forever remained there. Because of that doubt I now wander this world with only a piece of my own soul. I'm dead, but I am alive.
Fifty years ago I was tricked into believing that Inu Yasha betrayed me. After all he and I had confessed to each other, after we had kissed, and after he had bedded me, I thought he had betrayed me. I had always wanted to be a normal woman. I didn't want the burden of the Jewel. He was going to help me with that, but then he "betrayed" me.
I pinned him to the tree with my sacred arrow. My heart was burning with hatred and yet, deep down I still felt love for him. I wanted so much to throw myself into his arms and die that way. But I didn't. I died in front of him on the ground. My body was burned, with the Sacred Jewel.
Fifty years later I came back. I didn't want to come back. I was satisfied with my peaceful rest. Nonetheless I was brought back. When I came back I found that Inu Yasha was still alive and had been released from his seal.
Again my heart burned with hatred and still there was that love. I cried at the sight of seeing him and even drew my arrow to pierce his flesh once again. I was stopped though. By a young girl much like myself. Although we were the same, we were different. She is a happy cheerful innocent girl. Whereas I, I am a cruel cold-hearted beast.
He loves that girl. My Inu Yasha does. He loves her so very much. It was she who stopped me from dragging him to hell. It was she who was able to soften his heart. It was she who he fell in love with. Ai Yori Aoshi, True blue love. In my soul I can feel their love. That is a price to pay for sharing a soul with someone.
I can feel her warmth and happiness when she is around him. It makes tears come to my face. I hate this world and yet love it.
I wish only to be with Inu Yasha. But I also realize that he is in love now. How could I ruin that? I would only be doing to them, what Naraku did to us. Do I really want to become like that horrid creature, Naraku? No. I want to be nothing. Absolute nothing.
I want to die. Truly die.
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Just a little look into the mind of Kikyo. Review please.