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Hey Cath, its Gris… It's Gil
I just got to the airport; the plane has been delayed, so it looks like I will be in San Fran for a while longer.
I just thought I would let you know, in case you were worried… maybe.
So I guess that's all…
Sara…. she seems to be doing good Cath. She seems, I don't know, happy- I guess. I think I forgot what that was like, you know- her being happy. Really happy, not just that annoying brave face that she puts on that fools no-one.
As much as I hate to admit it, it was right for her to leave. She needs this Cath, she needs to rebuild her life……. She doesn't need us right now.
She doesn't need me.
……. I just miss her, you know. This weekend, seeing her again, seeing her smile…… She has got a great smile hasn't she?
…. It just felt so… right. And leaving her, having to say goodbye again, being in a whole other state to her, it just wasn't… it just wasn't the way it was supposed to be.
And I feel so selfish for feeling this way. I should be 'supportive' I guess…. I'm not really fulfilling my boyfriend duties at all. Something which I'm sure you will berate me for.
I don't even know why I'm telling you all this. I guess talking to your answering machine is easier than listening to the voices in my head and the ache in my heart that's telling me to run out of here and go back to her and never let go of her again.
But I can't.
I guess……. the songs right Cath,
I just left my heart in San Francisco.