Disclamier: I do not own Minekura's work, but I really really like saiyuki…

Author's notes: Ok so this story might be a little demented but just read it. No flaming please, very angry little idiot here!

Lemon… rated r like I caredsnort

Pairings: GokuxGojyo, HakkaixGojyo, maybe more later though but that's all I have plan for this story so far. Read and review please…Bon appetite!

What's been taken. What's been given.

By Taisho

Chapter 1

Gojyo's P.O.V.

I love women, but lately I don't know what's come over me. I find myself looking at Hakkai more often, holding blushes back before him, and even worrying about him even more than usual. I love his gentle actions, worry about his hidden emotions, and want to feel his touch. Am I gay? If so, how? I love women; I've loved them like for the longest time ever. How can I have feelings for a man? Yet, I do. I think I may be in love with Hakkai, I want to hold him and to have him tell me his most inner deepest thoughts so he doesn't have to bottle up them inside. I guess that I don't want to admit that I Sha Gojyo the womanizer has fallen in love with a man. It's just too confusing right now. Sigh, I better go to sleep, it's probably going to be a long day tomorrow. Ow! I can't believe that damn monkey kicked me again! Stupid monkey…. Holy shit! He's groping me? What the fuck is going on!

Normal P.O.V.

Goku hated bunking with the kappa but he had no choice, if he refused, his sun (sanzo) would get mad. When he opened his eyes he noticed that he had woken up on top of the kappa, legs wrapped around the others waist and with no clothes on! Confused, he started to panicked, not wanting to wake the other up, he tried to remove his legs as carefully as possible. As he sat up and had just gotten his legs out from underneath, Gojyo groaned and turned, making Goku fall on top of him again, but this time on his partially opened mouth. Instantly Gojyo opened his eyes and pushed him off.

"What are you trying to do!" he growled weakly. " Wasn't it enough that you got something from me last night?"

Gojyo was about to run out of the room that they were sharing, but then he winced and fell onto the ground with a look of pain on his face. Goku was shocked when he whimpered. " it hurts…it hurts so much" Gojyo whispers so quietly that he almost missed it. Then Goku noticed the many new scratches and blood that were not there the night before. He tried approaching Gojyo, but then Gojyo started screaming, telling him to get away from him.

"Goku what happened to gojyo!" Hakkai gasped as he and sanzo entered.

The monk's eyes widen at the sight of blood at gojyo's nether region "what the fuck happened!"

Hakkai slowly picked Gojyo up off the ground (bridle style… oh yeah! Gojyo's naked) to the nearby bed. As soon as Hakkai withdrew his arms, he winced. There was a little bit of blood and sticky white substances there. He looked at Gojyo in horror and wrapped his arms Gojyo and tried to soothe the other who was leaking tears.

" Tell me did he do this to you?" he said silently while looking at Goku who was as confused as Sanzo.

"Hakkai," Sanzo said, " what do you mean? Who did what to him!"

" Isn't it goddamn obvious? Don't you see Sanzo? He got raped and the most likely suspected is Goku!" Hakkai spat at him, pointing at Goku who whiten visibly.

" Hakkai that's not possible, Goku not that type to do that, he never even done it before, right Goku?" even though he looked to be in doubt at this.

"…."

"Goku? You've never right?…Right Goku?" the questions was never answered, the monkey had ran off, with Sanzo at his heels.

"goku wait…come back here!"

Tbc….

Gawd! I'm so sry that this chapter is sorta short though, but don't have time to make it longer..Ok so the next chapters' gonna explain what exactly happened and why goku ran off. I think it's pretty obvious what happened to gojyo though. If you wanna criticize, I've got no problems against that. I think if I get like 5 reviews or something I'll start the next chapter… please review again!