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A/N: Written for Challenge #248 ~ Past Prompts Revisited: #087 ~ Angst at slashthedrabble.
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She is what binds me to the past, the near tangible memory of what has been. All the aches, hurts, pains feel recently inflicted and I can still remember the shivers down my spine with every touch, every kiss. She made me want to cry, to laugh, to beg for forever and to plead for release. She was impossible to live with and impossible to be apart from. I loved and I hated, and now I am torn between the two. It is only a matter of time before I return to her. Bellatrix knows this and so do I.