pain is...an utterly meaningless word.

A simple combination,all in all.

How could all of my longings,feelings and lost

Be summed,within four brief letters?

How dare you talk of pain?

Have you ever experienced dying of thirst

But recieving nothing but a motionless glance?

Have a great sip of alcohol burn down your throat

And slip all way down your spine?

Have you tried to breath in smoke

Dreaming of it to fill your empty stomach

Standing in the freezing,breath-taking night

Pale and shimmering ,close to fainting?

Only then will you know

What pain is

How dare you talk of pain?

Hands pierced by the rust iron fence

Blood spreads,as your heart beats

Red and real blood,it drips on the ground

Still you don't move,Still you don't care

Cloaked by the grey,endless despair

Eyes filled with filthy,burning tears

Darkness stirs your mind and it breaks your heart

Only then,will you know

What pain is.

How dare you talk of pain?

Have you given everything to a man

He whom you saved with your own flesh

Have you lied in his arms

And be graced with the warmth?

In his arms,you tremble as hell

Your body shattered,your tears dried

After making your last ,last confession

You pray for nothing

But a sorrowful,tender kiss

There-in the haze which were neither real nor false

You feel this kiss.

So light for such power,right on the forehead

In that kiss which was softer than anything excisted

In that immense ripple of sensation and joy

In that taste of unbelievable satisfaction

And more delight than you can bear

Only then! Will you know

What pain is...

Pain is being loved.

Pain is to love.