What Once was

The day I died changed everything. And not just for me. It changed the life of the love of my life. And i do not know how to fix it. I thought returning would make it all better but oh boy... or girl should i say, I was very wrong. But maybe I should start out by telling you who i am and the story behing how i died.

My name is Kurt Hummel. And I am forever in love with Blaine Anderson. I grew up in a town called Lima. It was an okay town. But i was always dying to get out and for my career to take off on Broadway. That is what brought me here to New York. I lived with my bff Rachel Berry. We had our ups and downs trying to get in shows. But i had a feeling the time for me to be in the spot light was coming. (In retrospective i guess it was... just not as i had planned.)

After some very rough patches me and Blaine decided to get married. And i knew that life was going to be so much better. I got a phone call for a call back. Yep I was on the raise.

"Do you have to leave now?" Blaine asked as I ran around the room trying to make sure I looked fabulous for the call back.

I stopped and starred at him. "Sadly, I do love. But I will be back in a few hours. And then i will be the lead." I leaned in and gently kissed him.

He smiled. "Of course you will be. Now go before you are late. I will be here when you get home." I opened the door but he called to me.

I turned around. 'What?"

HE walked "one more for luck." He said grinning then kissed me. When he moved back I could barely breath.

"Oh okay maybe I can stay here for a little."

"Get out of here and go get that part." He said pushing me out the door.

Looking back at it I wish I had stayed home. But you can't change that now. So lets move on with the story.

You have probably already guessed that I dint make it to my call back. A car collided with me as I was turning out of the parking lot. When I woke up I was laying on the side of the road someone was talking about all the blood. It did not register that it might be mine. All I heard was the crying coming from next to me.

"Bla…Blaine." I had to be dreaming.

"Kurt hold on. The ambulance is coming. I cant't loss you. I love you. You can't leave me. Don't leave me. Please."

I couldn't make anything come out of my throat. I wanted to tell him that I would never leave him but I could feel everything being torn at, at the seams. Andi felt myself being torn away.

"Bla-Blaine." Cough cough. "I lov.."

"I know you do. But you can tell me later when you better."

I know it sound really clique but everything really did go black.