Okay so this is my story and I hope you like it. It isn't exactly inspired by angstgoddess003 but I think she is an amazing writer and her writing is one of the best ever. For example in chapter 31 of her story 'Wide Awake' it says; for better or for bullshit...for richer or if we both end up poor bastards...i solemnly swear to shove my foot up the ass of anyone who touches you...to love and to cherish you for fucking ever... I cried right there. Lol. For the link tell me in a review and I'll send it to you.
summary;
Bella was strange and shy. But the Cullens never thought anything of it, and to them she was just 'new girl' but everyone has secrets in their lives and Bella, in particular. Rated M for language, Rape and other things.
Flashback;
you grew accustomed to the screaming after time.
It was kinda how I rolled. Because lets face it, I was far from modest. Anything for more publicity and I was willing, anything to inspire more music, I would do it. Anything to make people love me, then I was there in a shot.
I wasn't exactly one of those spoiled brat's that you see in those lame TV shows, the ones where they always threw a fit and, after kicking her nanny on the shins, her father would bribe her out of her room with a pony (her 7th one may I add)
I was just, well, me. Kinda spoiled, kinda a brat, kinda bitchy and well just kinda...me. That was exactly how I rolled and then my world was turned upside down.
My mother ran off with one of her co-stars, leaving me with a father, who was constantly at work, and who I'm not sure even noticed that she had left him. And a nanny that I hated with a vengeance. I was fifteen...talented, beautiful and rich. So naturally I went binge drinking.
It wasn't that I liked it, it was just that it took away some of the burdens for a little while at least, until I would rise up in the mornings and continue on with life and ultimately...my fucking messed up career.
And when that changed and the ratings went down, the quantities and frequencies of my medicinal tonics went up and just like that I was gone.
So what do you expect when you keep getting a fucking rip-off of cheap beer and booze and then end up attacking the nearest fucking bartender in the run-down booze hovel in an alleyway? Obviously a pissed off father and an even worse off reputation.
And from then on I went to courses and it all seemed to get better; better grades, a healthier lifestyle, less booze and more publicity for my father and I. I even got a new boyfriend.
And everything was perfect... until I ended up with a broken heart and a secret hanging over my head that grew bigger until eventually, I ended up with a dead nanny and covered in blood.
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oh the drama begins already. Lol. What did you think, any thoughts on Bella's character and before you ask; no,i am not telling you what she works as. Lol. Sorry but that is the big secret (and not the only one at that) review for a cyber cookie!!! luv you guys, dedicated to angstgodess003 for her inspiring writing and Edwardaddict17 (long live the cyber sisters!) and my own sis BlackRosesOnMyGrave (or Paula Rose)
Sayonara
Ella-Ava Rose formally known as Affarie Ava Mai. xoxo