Disclaimer- I don't own Law and Order.
Jack's POV after Alex's murder. I just watched the episode for the first time.
Alex.
Gentle Alex.
You spent the last hours of your life in pain and fear.
You died after choking on your own vomit.
Arthur says it's not my fault.
I want to believe him I really do.
If only I took the case away from you.
Then again I would probably be killed. I don't want to die but it is better than them taking you.
I almost vomited when I saw your beautiful face covered in blood and masking tape on your mouth.
I am so sorry I was so rough with you. That is how I am. But now I can never change how I treated you. I loved you Alex. I really did. You worked so hard and were good at what you did.
I pray you are happy up there with Him.
See you on the other side Alex. I love you. Good bye Sweetheart.