Can't You See What You're Doing To Me?

by kelcd12

The four girls have been best friends since Middle School. They're all really close. Especially Spencer and Emily. They connect on a whole different level. Except they're oblivious to all of the tension. They've hidden their feelings from each other for too long. What will happen when they admit these feelings? What other trials will they face? Spemily Endgame.

1. Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I do not own Pretty Little Liars. If I did, Spemily woud actually be a couple.

A/N: This is my first fanfiction. Hope you like it. Please Review. If you guys like the story, I'll post the next chapter. Thanks everyone!

Chapter 1

EMILY'S POV

There she is. Hair flowing gracefully down her back. Eyes sparkling. With her famous sexy smirk. Gorgeous. Why can't I be as beautiful as Spencer Hastings? Actually, why can't she be mine?

SPENCER'S POV

There she is. Her hair in a high ponytail, showing off her flawless face. Her shy eyes. And sweet smile. Adorable. Humble. It's like she's not even trying. The amazing, Emily Fields.

EMILY'S POV

I really need to stop thinking about Spencer like this. Emily Fields, you already have a girlfriend.

Paige. Paige is your girlfriend. This is wrong.

Besides, haven't I learned my lesson? Never fall in love with your best will just end badly.

I know Spencer isn't Alison. But things might be awkward. She can't possibly feel the same way.

She's straight. Unfortunately. Why does this have to be so hard?

"Em, what are you thinking about?"

Shit, she's on to me. "uh, w-what?" Ugh stop stuttering!

"You just seem so concentrated. What's on your mind?" Spencer asks curiously.

"It's nothing. Just thinking about Paige." Nice save.

"Oh. uhm. H-how are you guys?"

If I didn't know any better I think I saw a glimmer of pain in her eyes.

Nah, that's just my feelings getting the better of me. But why did she stutter?

"Great. Just fine." Lies. We've been fighting a lot lately. But I can't tell Spencer that. Why? Well because it's because of her. Paige thinks I talk too much about Spencer. Thinks I'm cheating on her. She's just paranoid. I can't have Spencer even if I tried.

"Liar."

"Excuse me?" I'm screwed.

"I know when you're lying, Em. If you don't want to tell me, you could've just said so." Spencer said, obviously hurt.

"It's not like that...it's complicated." Now that wasn't a lie. It really was complicated. I love Spencer, but I'm dating Paige. It's not that I don't like Paige, but it's Spencer. It's always going to be Spencer. No one can change that. I even liked her before I liked Ali. The only reason why I chased after Ali instead of her was because I thought I wasn't good enough. Ever since I've been trying to tell Spencer, but I choke up. I know she won't feel the same way. I get all upset and try to fill the void in my heart by dating other girls. That's why I was with Maya, Samara, and Paige.

"I understand. Just to let you know you can tell me anything. Everything. I'm here for you. Especially if that bitch, Paige, is hurting you."

Woah. Where did that come from? "Uh. Thanks. I know I can always trust you. It's nothing really." I gave her a reassuring smile. But what's the use? She can see right through me. I blush. My heart is beating so fast, I was afraid Spencer could hear it. What's happening?

I can't stand it. I'm falling hard. Spencer Hastings, can't you see what you're doing to me?